Revenge then Love - 12

Hey guys back blogging again!!!

Oh my gosh it's like so damn fast because school's gonna be reopen on Thursday. Sigh so fast!!!!

Happy reading & thanks again.

xxx Not much introduction or news about me lately xxx


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Recap:

"No! It was in the past. My young times."

*

"Are you trying to imply that you knew Luke since young?"

"Yeah i guess i am."

"But how come you never tell me till now?"

"'Cause i didn't know. It was just when im with him, he has a familiar sense that triggered my mind which decided to give me bad headaches whenever im with him then small patches of flashbacks flashes through my mind."

"Oh my gosh this is getting no where."

"See my dilemma?"

"You should go ask Luke."

"I would if he would tell me."

"He will."

"How do you know? The first time he and my mom met, the faces were shocked till pale. They talked to each other like old neighbours. But when i get suspicious of it and asked, they just shrugged it off. How do i know what to do?"

"Anything else?"

"And they just said that because Luke's grandparents stayed opposite us. And yeah, flashbacks about the young boy and girl building sandcastles. Then there will always be a small part of my dad. Then there's a small pile of documents involved in the flashbacks then nothing else."

"Okay here's a plan. Find excuse to go through his stuff to find anything related to you."

"Ain't that obvious? I would get caught."

"No? Would you?"

"Im asking you the questions and you asked me back?!"

""Cause i don't know? Jeez you guys share the same dorm,woman!"

"Right. I'll give it a try then."

*

Here's a chance. I made sure Luke was bathing before i decided to rake his drawer.

There's nothing but an old sketch book. It won't kill if i take a look right?

No it won't. Silently replying to my own question.

There it is.

First page: a young boy fell down with scrapped knees and a young girl (me) held out a hand to him.

Second page: 'young version of me' offering a sandwich to the young boy.

Third page: there was a heart shape at the top right hand corner with 'BFF' written in it then the picture was young me sitting beside the young boy in the swing.

That's what appeared in my mind.

Fourth page: young me helping the young boy to build the sandcastles.

This appeared too.

Before i could turn the page, the book was immediately snatched away.

I looked up to meet the curious stare from a shirtless Luke with a refreshing scent.

"What are you doing with my things?"

"Searching for idea 'bout the project?" I lied.

"Is that true?"

"Yup." I gulped.

"You're lying." As he took a step towards me while i backed off slowly.

"How would you know?"

"I can read you like an open book."

"Oh? Then read me. What do you see in my eyes?"

"Lies. Curiosity. Confusion." Damn he's right.

"So?"

"What do you want?"

"What do you want?" I braced myself to walk towards him instead of backing off, knowing the question caught him off-guard.

"Want to know why are you raking my stuff?" He sounded like he's asking me a question.

"Well i want to know why you're drawing the younger version of me. And how do you know how i looked like? Unless we met years ago? Which i doubt because i've no clue about it."

He breathed in deeply before sighing. Wait was that disappointment and hurt i see in his eyes?

"You know nothing uhh? Then you should continue to be ignorance."

"Why? Is there something i should know?"

"No."

"Then why are you acting like you knew something that i don't."

"Because it's better if you don't know."

"But if it concerns me, i have the rights to know."

"Sweetheart, just follow whatever flows in your boat. Somethings are meant to be kept from you and it'll be better if you don't know."

"And what is it? I..."

"Sweetheart, stop asking. You'll bound to know someday."

"I..."

"Do you want to grab Starbucks?"

"Not before you answer all my doubts."

"Then forget it. Im leaving."

"Where?"

"Starbucks."

"Ain't you scared i'll rake your stuffs again?"

"You won't."

"I would. Try me."

"If you dare, i can't promise i will keep my hands off your body."

"Pervert!"

"So do you want to?"

"Count me in."

"You know you want me."

"I meant Starbucks, dude."

"Whatever. Do you need to change?"

"10 minutes."

Once i finished my piece, i quickly grab a floral bralet, short jeans shorts and a black leather jacket and put on light make-up before i wore my high ankle Nike floral sneakers.

*

"What do you want?"

"White chocolate mocha, Venti, with whipped cream."

"My eyes are up here."

Luke coughed, trying to get the attention of the guy who's taking our order yet eyeing me from head to toes.

"S-sorry." He stuttered. "May i get your order?"

"One double chocolate chip frappe, grande with whipped cream and one white chocolate mocha, venti with whipped cream."

*

"My lady, here's your drink."

"Thank you."

"What's that?" He eyed on my serviette.

"Ahaha just a number from Glen."

"Are you really gonna call him?"

"Why jealous?"

"Im your boyfriend."

"Fake boyfriend."

"Whatever."

"Aww stop pouting. Im just kidding."

"You better are."

I laughed.

"Hey wait here." He told me.

"Where are you going?"

He said nothing and left.


*

"Are you craving for macaroons now?" He asked, hiding something behind his back.

"Why?"

"Cause i bought you them."

He said, revealing the big box of colourful macaroons from Laduree.

"Wow thank you."

"Anything for you, sweetheart."

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Thanks for reading!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a wonderful day  ((:


~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 11

Hey guys i'm back from Thailand few days ago. Right after that which was Christmas Eve, i went ice-skating with my best friends. To be honest, i didn't know how to skate so ended up either holding my friends' hands or holding the wall or using a metal thing to help. End up i could skate, only with help. How embarrassing but i didn't mind sharing = =

Well New Year is approaching soon, people out there reading this post, are you guys thinking of kissing your loved ones on 00:00 ?? I thought people who kissed under the fireworks upon the countdown would be so romantic!! Ahaha if you guys have that idea, good luck!! For those who're so single (like me, but i don't care 'cause it's not the right time now), it's okay!! You can spend time reading my blog. Ahaha joking. Go spend time with your family and friends. Unlike mine, the upcoming year wouldn't be so unite and we wouldn't call it our Reunion dinner because she's no longer with us. Well, off the track about her. So grab any time you have and cherish them.

Few more days to 2014. See, time flies. It's so fast and when i think back about what i've done in 2013, everything seems wrong and all are bullshit. I don't feel like going to school after so many months of holidays... besides there's nothing in my school make me look forward to.

Alright, done quite an introduction. Happy reading and have fun!!  ((:

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Well i'm currently having my last lesson, which sadly was art, which means Danny will be there. I gracefully walked into the Art class with Vivy by my side, and found Chris and Danny sucking each other faces.

"Ew, gross." Vivy whispered. "Don't they have any shame?" she continued.

"Shame on them." I said, proudly.

"Hey sweetheart, over here!" Someone exclaimed, causing everyone to whip their heads around and looked at me, before a few 'ooh' sound came from the people. Chris looked jealous while Danny looked bewildered then madness.

I quicken my steps towards Luke and his friends before planting my butt beside the seat next to him while Ryder asked Vivy to join him. I swear he's interested in my best friend. He then pulled me into a hug before kissing me on my cheek, leaving me blushing like hell. That was damn hot.

Seriously, i thought it was all supposed to be an act?

"How's your day? Anybody came up to you?"

"Well pretty cool. Just some jealousy glares, congrats and more guys ogling at me. You?"

"Well they better stay the hell away from my girlfriend. Nothing much, as usual, creating trouble now and then."

"No Blondie to suck up?"

"Ouch, i know i'm irresistible but i'm not two timer." He feigned hurt by putting his right hand to his left moobs (man boobs) as he pouts his lips.

"Stop doing that!"

"What?"

"Pouting your lips."

"Why? Can't resist me uhh?" As he finished, he made a gross moan.

"Keep your little buddy down." I motioned to his dick.

"What? It's not my fault that it got a little too impatient." He said, looking embarrassed, trying to distract himself.

"Well, suck it up Luky. You and i both know it just 'stood' up in your pants." I mocked.

"You got to stop the flirting if you still want your clothes to be on you." He warned in a seriously tone.

"Hey you know you want me."

"Hey i can do you now."

"Sure, when?"

"What, you seriously?" He looked shocked.

"No." His face dropped and i laughed.

"Whatchu guys laughing at?" Tim asked curiously, wanting to join in the fun.

"How his dick stood in his pants after a few seduction." I burst out into laughter.

"What the hell?" Luke exclaimed.

"Calm yo tits down, man." Darren chipped in.

"What were you guys discussing 'bout?" I distracted them from making Luke get more embarrassed.

"We're going to a party at the beach!" Vivy literally sang, and that's how excited she is.

"Who's?" Luke asked.

"Some guy named Johnson Reed." Aidan said.

"He's Jessalyn's cousin." Ryder said.

"And who's Jessalyn?" Vivy asked, trying to cover up her jealousy in her question.

"Some chick that i hooked up before." Ryder smirked.

"Ohh." She did not just rolled her eyes, did she? Gosh my bad ass girl is finally liking someone.

"Man, she's good. Maybe we could hook up again at the party this Friday."

"Yeah congrats." Vivy spat.

"What's wrong with you?" He queried.

"Nothing." she replied and turned to face the front.

Just as Ryder was about to ask further more, the Art teacher walked in and introduced herself.



"Umm good afternoon class. I'm Mrs Katy and i'll be your new Art teacher as i believed that all of you should know that Mr Quin had already retired."

Before she continued, Aidan raised his hands and asked, "Katy. As in Katy Perry?" Everyone bursts into laughter though knowing she might get fed up.

"Erm you're Aidan right?" He nodded,silently allowing her to continued. "That's a pretty good opening to my first day in class. But im sorry im not."

"Wow, im sure we'll get along well." Aidan winked.

"Sure of course. That's what i thought all teachers and students should do."

"Well most of 'em would just flare if we teased 'em."

"I'm glad i didn't." She smiled, revealing her white pearly teeth.

Everyone started clapping, staring at her in awe. Of course we would like such open-minded teacher.

"Well, before i get started and get carried away by all of your passionate comments, i've some rules." Everyone groaned.

"One, i get it if you guys are late for my class or chatting non-stop in my class, all i expect is just seriousness in all of your work. Two, i won't restricted dirty comments but please refrain from using while in my class. Third, no drug doing or serious make-out session in front of me, which means no dirty work. Kissing and others are still okay. Fourth, i'll be free to talk to if you guys need any relationship advices. Lastly, i promise i won't give detention unless it gets out of hand. Am i understood?"

"Sure we do, Mrs Katy. Which part of a girl's body is the most turn-on for them in the work?" A random voices shoot out of nowhere.

"Well i guess it's the neck." Wow, she seemed pretty calm and fine with these types of questions.

"How do you know?"

"I'm once 18. I'm now 28 with a pair of twins and one son and one more coming out in 8 months and 2 weeks."

"Wow! Don't give birth in our class please." a nerd who sat at the front said timidly.

"I won't unless he or she decided to come out early."

Everyone simply smiled at her, knowing she's the right teacher.

"Alright since no more question, i'll start the lesson."

"Hold on." I interrupted bravely and that got everyone's attention on me.

"Yes, Jane?"

"Yeah, thank you."

"Why?"

"For being so open-minded."

"Silly girl, you're more than welcome."

I smiled at her sheepishly before she really get started on the lesson.



"I've got an individual project for all of you in case you guys start sucking at each other's faces. You guys have to hand in a landscape pencil sketching, paint or both artwork to me by end of this week which happens to be a Friday. The theme is 'Best yet worst day when I'm young'. The picture has to illustrate and when the moment i see it, i've to be clear about the situation. For those who have no idea what it is, you have another theme which is 'Memories'. The artwork has to be illustrated with the best memories in your deep mind. Am i clear?"

Everyone nodded and grabbed their stuffs immediately as the bell went off.

"Vivy we need to talk."I grabbed her arm and pulled her down to the nearest toilet.



"What's wrong? You never talked to me in that tone before. You're freaking me out."

"I saw that."

"Saw what?"

"Jealousy."

"What? Why? Who? When?"

"Jealousy in your eyes. When Ryder talked about hooking up Jessalyn just now."

"No i... i didn't."

"C'mon Vivy, we've been friends, like what, forever! You like Ryder, don't you?"

"I...i"

"Just admit it, you know i'll help you."

"Fine yes i freaking like Ryder Black. Happy?"

"Should have notice that when you were introduced to him."

"What? He's hot 'kays?"

"Not as hot as Luke. Shit. What. No. What did i just said?"

"You said 'not as hot as Luke'. Seriously oh my gosh, what's your deal now?"

"What the f**k, tell me i did not just said that."

"Says the one who asked me to admit that i like Ryder just now."

"Are you calling me a coward?"

"Yup. Just admit that this revenge got you two falling heads over heels for each other."

"No am not. What did you just said? Two of us? Means he..."

"Yeah get over it. Can't you see that he's in love with you too? Dumb ass."

"Love?" That's a strong word. "Im never falling in love okay Vivy? Remind me the last time i fell in love."

"It wasn't your fault. It's that dick's fault."

"Never mind. But Vivy i need to be honest with you about something."

"What?"

"I... these few days when im with Luke, i got some bad headaches then somethings keep flashes through my mind."

"And what is it?"

"A young boy and a young girl sitting on the swing."

"And?"

"That young girl was me."

"Okay? So? Then?"

"The young boy had Luke's features."

"So you're referring to you and Luke's babies in the future." She started laughing before getting serious.

"No! It was in the past. My young times."

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Thanks for reading and hope you guys are happy with it!!!!!!

Song for this chapter: Everything has changed - Taylor Swift


~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 10

Hey guys. Yeah i know right. Finally chapter 10. My apologies for such late update as i believed i've already explained in the previous post. Anyways, today 18 Dec is both my Father & Brother's birthday. I wanted to bake 'em cupcakes but ended up in a mess and failed =.=

By the way i'm leaving Singapore soon this Friday, 20/Dec to Bangkok ((: Excited!!!! And i'm going to Selena Gomez Stars Dance Tour 2014 in Singapore with my best friends. I'd be crying then 'cause Selena's one of my idol and she's so fabulous, sassy, pretty, kind, perfect and has vocal chords that i adore   xD

#FUN #HAPPY #EXCITED

Anyways, happy and thanks for reading ((:

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*** Spring break is officially over ***

"Good morning, Vivy!" I screamed when i got into her car.

"Wadsup..."

"What's wrong?"

"Wow, you look..."

"Stupid? Whore? Slut?"

"Hot."

"Thanks."

"So what made you decided to do a makeover?"

"Luke helped."

"You asked him or?"

"He volunteered."

She said nothing and continued to admire my outfit. I was stunned at first too that i actually agreed to everything Luke said. I actually gotten a tattoo on my wrist that read: LUKE. It was a damn dare. Well part of the revenge too.

 Black crop tee that showed my belly.


Dark floral prints skirt that ended at mid-thigh. Black leather jacket to accompany the top. Black floral prints high heels.

I let my soft curly reddish-purplish-bluish hair down and wore a black beanie that stated "Baddest".

Well for the accessories, it's just silver pendant of a heart with diamonds along the shape of it and wore my thumb ring on the right hand, one thin plain silver ring on the index finger of my left. Lastly, dangling ear cuff on my right and scary ear spikes on the left.

***

"Look, JJ. Everyone's looking."

"Well, i shouldn't care, right?"

"Hell yeah!"

"Whoa whoa whoa. Look who's the real slut?" Someone scoffed behind us.

"Says the one who dresses less than me." I laughed, knowing that it was Chris Devon and her followers.

"What did you just said?" She scowled.

"You heard her." Vivy retorted.

"Bitch!" She spat.

"Says the exact one." Vivy smirked.

"Now, we're on."

"On? Oh you meant a fight uh?" Vivy said, while i pulled her back, "No, Vivy. Don't. everyone's looking."

"Pussy."

"What the f**k! You heard her, didn't you, JJ?"

"Back off, Devon." A husky voice ringed through the hallway. Luke and his gang. OH MY GOSH...

"What? Seriously? Oh babe, i thought you were on my side."

"Really? I guess im not then."

"Who's she to you."

"I'll show who she is to you."

Immediately after he said that, he pulled me by the waist and kissed me. On. My. Freaking. Lips.

Once we pulled back, everyone in the crowd gasped, so do i, Vivy, his gang and that bitch.

"She's my girlfriend. Clear? So back off."

"You..."

Before she could continue, Danny stood right in front on Luke with his knuckles held so tightly till they turned white.

"She's not yours. She's mine. My girlfriend."

"Ex-girlfriend."

"No. It's impossible. She always told me that you're scary."

"Dude, have you heard before that there's a thin line between love and hate?" Aidan interrupted.

Everyone laughed, making the flames in Danny's eyes go wilder.

"Soon Galen, soon. You'll see. Wait for me, Jane."

He left, hugging Chris Devon's waist. Before they leave, Vivy called out to them.

"Dude and bitch, Jane Sherlock's never going back to you. Look what she got on her wrist." She pulled my hand up, revealing that nicely done tattoo. Yeah that got everyone's attention. Full attention.

"Shock much huh, Wilfred. That's how much she love Luke till she could get herself a tattoo that had his name."

"That's right. She loves me, Wilfred."

"Let's ignore them, Dee." He nodded his head.

"Oh wait, Devon." Seriously, what's with them calling each other's last name? It ain't a trend, so why follow?

"What!?" She screamed in irritation.

"You do know that there's this annual beauty campaign that decides a fate of a girl who will become the next champion, right?"

"So? I've won for consecutive 3 years already."

"Well this year, i afraid so. 'Cause my baby's gonna take part too and i'm making sure she wins though."

"What the? Fine!" She spat. "Bring it on." Then, she flipped her hair and walked away with their arms linked. Eww.

Soon, the crowd dispersed. Probably getting ready for the first class which is gonna start in 5 minutes.

"OMG! JJ how can you not tell me about you yourself participating in the annual beauty campaign?"

"How should i tell you when i don't even know that i'm participating it?"

"Oh so it's YOUR idea then, Luky?"

"Luky? Seriously dude, you're letting this chick give you such girly name?" Ryder spoke bluntly, despite receiving the cold glare from Luke.

"OMG that's the chick stuff, y'know." Darren choked.

"Damnit guys."

Was that a tint of pinkish stuff that creeped upon his cheek? Is the egotistical badass-yet-gentleman blushing???????????

"So am i really gonna take part in that?" I asked.

"Yeah, you... erm don't want?"

"I don't know how."

"It's okay we can help you."

"We?"

"I know that includes me." Vivy chirped in.

"Yeah, me and us, these guys."

"Hell yeah. We'd love to."

"You're pretty too, so why not give it a try." Tim cheered.

"We'll support you, no worries." Aidan continued.

"See, they, we, i support you. We'll have your back." Luke said, smiling at me. Really? Smiling. Luke. That's a rare thing.

"Okay, i'll give it a try." I beamed.

"So what chick is this we're having?" Ryder eyed Vivy.

"Violet, meet my bros. Aidan, Darren, Ryder and Tim." Luke introduced.

"Guys, she's my best friend. Violet Campbell." I chipped in somemore info.

"How can you guys not know me?" Vivy exclaimed, fake a hurt glint in her eyes while placing her hands over her heart.

"Sure thing. We do now, hot babe." Ryder teased.

"Oh Ryder sweetie, you know you want me." She teased back.

"Enough guys, i need to polish my guitar before the music lesson starts. C'mon, let's go."

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"Alright, welcome back my fellow students. Shall we do our warm up first? Let's get 2 lads and 2 ladies to sing for us. I shall see who's vocal improved and who's didn't." Mrs Wedge said, "volunteers or pick?"

"I'm in! So is Jane." Vivy raised her hand and Mrs Wedge acknowledged.

"So are we." Luke and Ryder stood up proudly.

Awkward...

"Well, it's rare seeing you lads so enthusiastic."

"Says the teacher that influenced us." Ryder flirted.

"Oh stop flattering me."

"Mrs Wedge, i'm singing a duet. Can i get Ryder to sing with me?"

"Sure thing if he wants, Ryder?"

"Umm, sure."

< Rihanna ft. Emniem - Monster>

I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy

I wanted the fame, but not the cover of Newsweek
Oh, well, guess beggars can't be choosey
Wanted to receive attention for my music
Wanted to be left alone in public. Excuse me
For wanting my cake and eat it too, and wanting it both ways
Fame made me a balloon 'cause my ego inflated
When I blew; see, but it was confusing
'Cause all I wanted to do is be the Bruce Lee of loose leaf
Abused ink, used it as a tool when I blew steam (wooh!)
Hit the lottery, oh wee
With what I gave up to get was bittersweet
It was like winning a used me
Ironic 'cause I think I'm getting so huge I need a shrink
I'm beginning to lose sleep: one sheep, two sheep
Going cuckoo and cooky as Kool Keith
But I'm actually weirder than you think
'Cause I'm
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well, that's nothing
Well, that's nothing

No, I ain't much of a poet but I know somebody once told me
To seize the moment and don't squander it
'Cause you never know when it all could be over tomorrow
So I keep conjuring, sometimes I wonder where these thoughts spawn from
(Yeah, ponder it, do you want this?
It's no wonder you're losing your mind, the way it wanders)
Yo-lo-lo-lo-yee-whoo
I think you've been wandering off down yonder
And stumbled onto Jeff VanVonderen
'Cause I need an interventionist
To intervene between me and this monster
And save me from myself and all this conflict
'Cause the very thing that I love's killing me and I can't conquer it
My OCD is conking me in the head
Keep knocking, nobody's home, I'm sleepwalking
I'm just relaying what the voice in my head's saying
Don't shoot the messenger, I'm just friends with the

I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well, that's nothing
Well, that's nothing
Call me crazy, but I had this vision
One day that I'd walk amongst you a regular civilian
But until then drums get killed and I'm coming straight at
MCs, blood get spilled and I
Take it back to the days that I get on a Dre track
Give every kid who got played that
Pumped up feeling and shit to say back
To the kids who played 'em
I ain't here to save the fucking children
But if one kid out of a hundred million
Who are going through a struggle feels and then relates that's great
It's payback, Russell Wilson falling way back
In the draft, turn nothing into something, still can make that
Straw into gold chump, I will spin Rumpelstiltskin in a haystack
Maybe I need a straight jacket, face facts
I am nuts for real, but I'm okay with that
It's nothing, I'm still friends with the
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well, that's nothing
Well, that's nothing

"Well done. Good job. Fabulous. Ryder, your rap is gorgeous. Violet, im impressed! Now's who's turn? Oh Jane and Luke, would you guys like a duet too?'

"Yes." He said.
"No" I replied.

"Well then, ladies first." I glanced back to Luke, giving him a satisfied look but i gotten his pouted lips in returned. Gosh, he's damn cute.

< Jake Miller - Collide >

I'm falling out of the sky
I feel so alive
My heart ignites
When our eyes Collide

 

Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide
Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide

 

Yeah
Don't hold back, crash into me
We catching fire like a third degree
Need someone to hold, sick of being alone
So I'm round at third and I'm coming home,
'Cause I need your touch and I need it now,
We can go to lunch and then mess around,
So baby you can win it, you can come and get it
We can build an empire in a New York minute,

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide

 

I'm falling out of the sky
I feel so alive
My heart ignites
When our eyes Collide

 

Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide
Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide

 

I'm gone, hungover
I'm love drunk and not sober
Yeah it's do or die, baby you and I
We should get just a little bit closer
So baby come and hop up on my range, swerve
Is that because I kick em in the side, curb
Your love ran down like a meteor shower
That's crashing down our earth, wow

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like

 

When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide

"Perfect! Jane, as ever perfect."

I simply shrugged and sat down on  my seat before it's Luke's turn.

"Lastly, Luke."

< The Boy Band Project - Find That Girl >

I gotta find that girl...
I keep thinking that i see her face
everywhere but i just can't find her
I keep going back to that place
everyday at the same time and i know
i'll never forget eh way she looked at
me when she smiled...when she smiled
I don't know how i let it go when i saw
her passing by me somebody so beautiful
i couldn't believe my eyes Why couldn't
i find the words when all i had to say was
hello...hello

Where did you go? she could be halfway
round the world i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl and i won't stop
until it hurts i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl.....where did you go?
where did you go? where did you go? where did you go? i gotta find that girl

I keep looking but there's still no luck,
my friends all think i'm crazy they tell
me i should give it up but they didn't
see those eyes...no way i'm giving up cause
in my heart i know she's the one she's the one..

where did you gooooo? she could be halfway
round the world i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl and i won't stop
until it hurts i gotta find that girl, i gotta find that girl.....where did you go? where did you go?
where did you go? where did you go?
i gotta find that girl

If i get a second chance for us, we'll have
a second chance for love i'll keep on
searching i'll never give up i gotta find her..
gotta find her i just got to see her again!!!!
she could be halfway round the world
i gotta find that girl, i gotta find that girl
and i won't stop until it hurts
i gotta find that girl i gotta find that
girl she could be halfway round the
world i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl and i won't stop
until it hurts i gotta find that girl, i gotta find that girl

"Wow, Luke. Care to share some information about this girl you're singing to?"

"She's in here too."

Then he made an eye contact to me. I'm gonna be honest, my heart did melt upon seeing his face. Genuine. Love. Concern. Care. These are the expressions i read.

Gosh, could i be falling for the player? I guess i am.

I, Jane Sherlock, falling head over heels in Luke Galen.

Falling hard for sure.

Opps, is that a mistake? I ain't suppose to love anymore...

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Sorry if there's mistakes in those lyrics.

Thanks guys for reading. Hope you guys love it so far. And i hope it's so far so good. Happy reading afterall ((:



~Twisparkle.

A note for you...

Hey guys, sorry for the late update. This week has been the most difficult, painful and sad week for me. I don't want to go into the details, i can only say that it's really a tough week for me and my family. And here's a note i want to say to my baby cousin:


Hey Emily,

How are you?? Today is the third day you left since Sunday. Are you doing fine up there in your land?? I don't know if i should say you're with Peter Pan or Buddha, i hope you're being happy and carefree. I hope you're not bullied, and well-taken care of. I miss you, alot. so do your parents and brother and us, your whole big family.

On the 14th October 2012, everyone awaits for your arrival. So do i, because our Chinese zodiac is Dragon. Your cries broke the silence in the delivery suite. Here you come. Everyone awaits to see your pretty face, there you are. Smooth curly hair, bright eyes, nice nose, rosy cheeks and pinkish lips.

I have yet help you change diapers, bring you to shopping and take care of you. The 1 year and 1 month plus of being with you made my feelings go deeper for you. But now you've left, i'm having a heartache and hard times trying to adjust the absence of you.

I miss the way you cry for milk. I miss the way you play with me, us. I miss the way you smile. I miss the way you liked to stuck out your tongue. I miss the way you play with your toys. I miss the way you roll over the bed. I miss the way you put your mushroom toy into your mouth like a pacifier. I miss everything you do. I miss every photos we took. The photos of us in my wallet will be a remainder of you. I miss you. I love you too.

Everyone cried when seeing you sent to the crematorium so do i. But now you're no longer with us...
I'll talk to you, through the stars. Whenever the stars blink, i know you're blinking at me. But i really can't control my tears whenever i think of you... I cried whenever i think of you. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU TOO.

xxx Love xxx

Your cousin, Eileen.



I'm sorry readers for the sentimental note for my cousin. And i'm sorry this ain't Chapter 10. I'm currently in no mood to blog. But i'll promise to update as soon as possible.

Song for my mood now:

When you're gone by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

 

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

 

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

 

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

 

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

 

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

 

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

 

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

 

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

 

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

 

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

 

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

First Poloroid With Emily

Emily's 1st Birthday Chalet

Younger version of me and Emily

 


~Twisparkle.