Song for this post: Human by Christina Perri
Well firstly, this blog post is to talk about my cousin, Emily. I really miss her a lot. Ever since she's gone, everything at home, in our family, falls apart. Everything that was built all crashed down like relationship between one another. Every dinner time when everyone sits together and eat, my mind always drift to Emily. I can't forget how much smiles she managed to put on our faces, how much love we gave her, how much pain we suffer from losing her and how much pain she suffered that one month plus in hospital.
Everything is really out of order now. Family members still could not get over her. Quarrels and disputes everyday. Family drama everyday. Who could ever understand why i became so distant and emotional everyday in school every since 2014 starts??
The pain is unbearable but i'm trying my best to be happy. Even when i'm feeling very sad, sentimental and emotional, i will still think of funny jokes to make my family laugh. That's the least i could do. What else can i do to take away the pain?? I will do anything for them and her, in a heartbeat.
I just hope family drama don't get too much and out of control because everything might end up making them cry and leave an unanswerable impact. I will still remember her.
Dear Emily,
How are you?? I love you Emily.
<3
Love,
Eileen.
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