Thursday, 23 July 2015

BIG BANG

Hey guys, i know i know, my bad again --- no updates on Wattpad, in here, no new stories...

* a million sorry to faithful readers out there *

This is a quick blog post done on the spot, with no editing, basically one-shot.

First of all, exams are approaching in about 19 days *sigh*

Secondly, i went to Big Bang Made World Tour in Singapore last Sunday ( 19 - July - 2015 )

IT WAS AWESOME !!İ!İ/^#@$&*!!?!

Though Taeyang didn't show his ABS, Seungri spoke in Chinese, which was kind of cute *cutie alert* & Daesung played the drums which was charming & cool. He was totally ALL ABOUT THAT BASS !!!!! He looked really charming & into drums, all VIPs shouted 'KANG DAESUNG' #impressive #stronglove

G-D, oh y'know the usual. During soundcheck, he wore sunglasses ( HOT HOT HOT ♡ ) *HAHAHAHAHAHA* T.O.P, quiet, very quiet, super quiet. But of course, you can't deny his raps!! Overall, it was the best night EVER 😊

( p.s. I GOT THE VIP PACKAGE ; TAEYANG IS ♡ )

Thirdly, i'm starting to learn to make new friends. Hopefully, everything will be fine eventually...

Lastly, i can't lie saying that i don't miss them. But, maybe time is worth taking.

Have a great evening & bless you. Have courage to move forward, DO NOT unpack your burdens & live in the past.

Good night,

xoxo

Saturday, 11 July 2015

12:51 A.M.

Alright hey guys, I know I haven't been updating this and I'm really sorry. And so, today I would like to try something new. I hope this is also another way of sharing a bit more about myself. I never tried blogging about my diary on my blog, but I would like to try it for today's blog post.
As the title says 12:51 A.M. , it means I wrote my diary for yesterday's event (10 July 2015) and I would like to share it.


Let's begin . . .

- p.s. it might not be structured correctly because it's my personal diary.


Saturday 11/7/15 12:51 am

Rained in the morning / cooling after that

Today was surprisingly manageable.
First, though it rained in the morning, it was cooling and no need to assemble at the parade square.
Second, I collected my identification card (IC) after school though my face look like shit.
Third, I didn't get scolded / lectured at tuition today. Gladly :)

OH, and I went for counselling today during recess and was late for Biology lesson. It was pretty tough for me. It just felt weird talking to an adult. Though I did not come clean to her about my every single detailed feelings and thoughts. It just didn't feel right that there's someone there to listen.

I wasn't only a little close to grandma, it's very very close. VERY. I also feel empty and numb. She asked me how I view about death. These are the words that I'll probably never ever say to her. To me, death is a process that everyone will go through. It's just a matter of time. I understand that people come and go, live and die. Death is something that helpless people would choose because it's the easiest way out. But it takes a lot of courage also. It may seem a coward act but I'd say it's brave. But, I don't know man... to people who wants to live, finds it hard to live. To people who finds it hard to die, wants to die.

Irony, isn't it??
It's a question I wonder. An unanswered question.
That's life, isn't it??

-Eileen 01:01 am

-p.p.s. For every diary entry of mine, I would write the start time and end time.

-p.p.p.s. HAHA, should have seen my diary because I literally scribbled and I really penned down my feelings of today. I felt like I've exposed a small part of me. I want y'all to understand and know, it's not your fault that you gave a part of you wrongly to someone who doesn't care. In life, that always happen, isn't it?? Don't be too discouraged by it, because "It's okay to be who you are.".

Always remember, you are a human too, with feelings and thoughts. Don't be ashamed of who you are. You're all unique in your own ways. Don't let what others say put you down. Their actions reflect their personality, not your character.

Have a lovely day/evening/night!!

I'll see y'all real soon again ;)

-p.p.p.p.s I really need to put in more effort in my studies if I want to graduate smoothly for the rest of the near 18 months. Wish me luck!!!!!!! All the best to y'all too.


xoxo

Tuesday, 23 June 2015

Precious Gem

It was February 8th 2015. Everyone was waiting and waiting outside the Intensive Care Unit (ICU). It was an especially intensed day for everyone because the doctors have got things to discuss with us, the immediate family members.

At last, the doctor-in-charge of grandma came out and invited us to have a seat inside the conference room. I sat at a very corner while grandpa, mom and other aunts and uncle in front of the doctor. She explained grandma's condition. The conclusion of the discussion was to unplug the machine that was supporting grandma. She was depending on the machine to live. Just like Emily. But, grandma was very old already, even if her internal organs are failing, the doctors don't recommend her for dialysis.

I remembered wearing the Uniqlo grey snoopy pullover with shorts. I cried in silent and kept wiping the tears off my face using the sleeves. I cried till my nose blocked and I cried till I felt that I was drained and no more tears could fall out. I can't accept reality. The doctor had said that after the machine is removed, the rest will have to depend on grandma. On her will.

After the discussion, I wore protection gloves and whatever they call it, and stood outside to watch over my grandma through the glass panel. I broke down, because at any moment she could be gone. The day couldn't be any better. Everyone cried because they knew her time is up. Everyone started planning for her funeral, making plans for funeral, discussed where they would want her ashes to be placed at, which photo to use for her funeral and which of the clothings are her favourite so they can burn it for her.

After they removed the machine and everything, they transferred her to an isolation ward. I wanted her to wake up and look at all of us, talk to us. Maybe the last proper sentences she said to us was that she hope that we can all live in harmony. The day she had said that frightened me because it felt like she was leaving any time soon, like she was already prepared to leave after she had said her last words.

February 9th 2015, I went to school like usual because it was Monday. Not many people knew about my family issue. Nobody knew how worried I was. After school, I went home. Before I went to bathe, mom called and said that grandma had already left. She left us. She passed away. She left us. She's gone. Forever.

After we were ready to go, we went to pick my aunt and cousin as she was not in a condition to drive upon receiving the news. I cried in car on the way to the hospital. The silence was scary and hostile. I hated it. I hated the fact that grandma had left us. So early. Too early. And i'm not ready to accept the fact. I can't.

When we reached her bed, she was lying very still. I cried, I cried hard. Mom said, no one had seen for the last time when she left. She didn't leave any words or wish behind. She left in a hurry. And I wasn't ready to let go.

I miss her. I miss everything about. I miss how she nag me to always go to bathe after school. I miss how she always would buy nice food for me as lunch. I miss how she would always wrap my lunch in towel to keep warm and wait for me to end school. I miss how she always brings me to the wet market to shop. I miss how she would always take good care of me. I miss the times when I stayed over at her house and she would always abandon grandpa and sleep with me. I miss how she would always give me her jacket, afraid that I would catch a cold. I miss her cooking. I miss her sharing her kampong life with me. I miss how we interact in dialects. I miss how I helped out in the kitchen with her while she prepare dinner. I miss how we celebrated my birthday last year, which happens to be the last time. I miss her. I really do. I miss everything about you. I just wish you're in a better place right now.

10 Feb to 13 Feb, was her funeral.

15 February, was her birthday.

And now, she is no longer able to have us celebrate it for her.

Friday, 19 June 2015

Plans

Hey guys, i know i haven't been on my blog for quite some time. I know i had promised you guys that i would update my 2nd story on Wattpad (ILWD) asap during this one month holiday but apparently, unfortunately, i'm gonna have to break that promise.
 
I will complete the story, just not by the end of this month. That, you'll have my word. As i'm not going to put much effort on Wattpad currently, i'm going to start writing small & short stories and blog them, instead of writing one with lots of chapters & post it on Wattpad.
 
I hope you guys will understand. And so, some short update about how am i currently...

Well, i burnt myself trying to play with fire. Now, lessons learnt & i'm probably going to try this - distance myself from everyone, yes everyone & ton down (meaning talk less). Because my feelings seem to be over-sensitive and i overthink a lot which cost me to lose something i didn't knew that could happen so fast. Well, let's put it simpler. It's all my bloody frickkin' fault. All the faults are in me & it's always me. Always about me & me.
 
Alright folks, i'm gonna give you some "da-bomb-excitement". The new upcoming short story i'm gonna post about is "CAFÈ LOVE". Hahaha oh my god, don't ask me for sneak peaks because i can't give. Why?? Because i only thought about the plots in general, not in details yet. Moreover, i thought the title seems cool so i just decided that i want to write about some shitty cliché romance in a cafè.
 
Well, i'm already on the third week of my holiday & yeah things happened, shots fired. But i'm still doing pretty good (except that maybe now i'm friendless) hahahahahaha maybe only. And i hope you guys are doing well.
 
 
(P.s.)
 
 
Have a lovely day 
 
 
E.

Friday, 29 May 2015

Quick update

Hey guys, i know i haven't been blogging since February. I'm not sure if you guys are aware, but the stories i've posted in my blog have already long time been posted on Wattpad --- an app to read. Add my books in your library for more news in time to come.

I will also try to finish up my second story on Wattpad during this one month holiday. I wouldn't want y'all to be disappointed. Besides, i love writing.

Wattpad @ann0ying_e

That's all the latest update i've gotta say.

xx

Time

What is Time??

To pregnant mommies, Time is when the 9-months pregnancy due and the expected baby is born.

To baby & toddler, Time is when they can still get carried by their parents and be fed with milk. They can also sleep peacefully in their own well-decorated room by their parents and have nothing to worry about.

To children, Time is when english is as simple as ABC, not the profound words. Mathematics is as simple as calculations done with fingers.

To primary school students, Time is when you find yourself feeling stress about Primary School Leaving Examination ( i guess that's what PSLE stands for ), without knowing that, if PSLE was hard, then you've got a lot more to experience because that is not as difficult as compared to future life examinations.

To secondary school students, Time is when you find yourself immersing in intense revision for national exams.

To polytechnic / JCs students, Time is when you find yourself entering adulthood with the need to do well, for a proper certificate in order to get a well-paid job in future in the current society.

To working adults, Time is nothing compared to their Kampong life when they are still children. Or when their days are spent orderly like a routine, no changes and no excitements at all.

To elderly, Time is when they had retired and able to spend quality and blissful time with your partner, go around the world to travel, do things that you've wanted to do with your other half, take care of grandchildren or take part in interesting or meaningful activities. Or just spend it in a depressing manner --- awaits for death & lead an unhealthy lifestyle.

To people who gets hurt easily, people who are sensitive, Time is when everything that hurts them died down, slowly everything fades away, leaving nothing but battle scars. It does have the power of lessening pain but at times, it doesn't disappear without a trace, or instantly forgets about what had happened before.

To people who are always cheerful and leads a positive mindset, Time is when they get to try challenging new things, explore different senarios, be daring and get to meet and know new people, dare to fall in love even knowing the possibility of getting heartbroken or doing the right things in spite of the disturbing surroundings they are in.

To people who had operations, Time is when they get to rest and recuperate.

Time is precious. Time is gold. Time that you've lost can never be recovered. Time that you've given away can never be compensated. Time that you've spent can never be restored. Time is everything you need. Just like how you need more time to complete your exam scripts, just like how you need time for people to actually listen to your feelings and thoughts, not just hear you out, just like how you spend time with family and friends, just like how you regretted not spending time with your lost loved ones, just like how you never get to explain to your partner why you didn't tell them certain things, just like how you never fight for time to explain and would rather be misunderstood and just like how time teaches us everything.

Treasure time because it did come easily, but it'll also leave quickly if not used appropriately. Time makes us regret the things we did, remorse over the things we didn't do and realise what we want to do.

Time is more than what you think. Way more than you thought it was supposed to be.

That's all for tonight, have a lovely Friday. Once again, please pardon me for the super late update. And, FINALLY my one month holiday is here. Hope you guys are doing fine too...

As usual, stay happy and positive in facing any difficulties, 

xoxo

Good night.

Friday, 20 February 2015

Step up your Life.

Hi all, so I'm back with a new post. Special shoutout to that anonymous who left a message at my previous post, asking me to stay strong --- thank you so much, that little gesture did made me feel a little better (:

Chinese New Year isn't that joyous this year, well maybe because none of us is in the mood and I've got lots of homework to catch up. I failed my Chemistry test, which I barged into class 10 or 15 minutes after they started the test, I only have like 10 minutes to do the test, besides I didn't know about it so technically, I left it blank and yeah, I failed with flying colour. I failed my Math test as well, don't doubt because I only scored 6/25 #honest #notevenkidding

I missed out on school a lot, like seriously, 7 days because I was hospitalised for some biopsy test on a disease that I have - Kikuchi Fujimoto Disease, some lymph nodes shit but yeah, I'm still under lots of medications and consistent medical reviews. Plus 3 days of school because of grandma's funeral. I know I'm fucked up, both school and personally, too much stress to cope but I'm trying to live my life to the fullest and stay happy. I trying to convince myself that I can believe that I'm able to stay strong, be happy, keep calm, manage my studies well, build up good relations with family and maintain friendships. But life is too much to worry on these little things and sometimes, I push myself too hard, I can't even catch my breath, which is really scary.

In life, we probably shouldn't give ourselves so much stress and pressure. We shouldn't hate on others. I used to talk about discrimination about the fat people, sad people, different races people etc but how true can it be that we WILL stop judging?? The answer is 98% impossible. Don't deny it so soon, admit it you judge even at the slightest thing a person do. How can we improve?? Bring the harm to the minimal and tell yourself that: We are humans, we all make errors. We are humans with different points, we can't judge and critisise without knowing why.

Instead, send love, not hate. If love was a poison, I would have died because of the young and immature times of me having countless of crushes in the past. * dramatic hysterical laughter * don't judge jeez, I know that's so dumb and crazy of me. Years down the road, as you grow, you'll learn new things and make new friends. People come and go, that's normal, even if you don't want them to leave, they will still go one day. No matter what, you've to learn that the hard way, Though family is the one who will stay with you the longest, everyone will age and die. even you will die one day.

Why are we born?? Why are we born just to study, get good results for certificate to survive in the cruel and materialistic world?? What's the point of us living on Earth, which will vanish one day?? What's the point of getting married, have children and let them get to see the day of World's doom?? What exactly is our motive of being alive?? Aren't these doubts you wished to clarify but no one seems to be giving the answer you want?? What's the point of our existence?? For more talented people to mark the World's history?? After we died, all's left are black and white papers, worthless words only.

I don't know the answers to these questions too. Do you??

All I know is that, life is short and it's a rare fate that we can meet these people that we have now, these people we call FAMILY, FRIENDS, LOVERS. We might not get to the next life with the same people, or do the same things. We should all step up the game and change for the better, improve your life and lead your ideal life. Worry less and just enjoy the benefits of living. Live your life, explore, don't just exist. Remember, every life is precious, don't waste your youth and time on useless stuff like crying over your broken relationship. Instead, stand up and fight for your rights to be happy. No one deserves to make you feel redundant. No one deserves to tell you you're suppose to be dead. Stop letting people manipulate you. No one should obstruct your road to happiness. You are the key to the knots in your heart, Let go of the unhappiness, exhale the past, embrace the sunshine. inhale the future.

I believe in you. You're capable of making yourself happy too.

Don't give up, xoxo!!


Have a great year ahead (:


-Eileen.


Sunday, 8 February 2015

Time-restricted Love

Hi guys, i'd have to apologise in advance for this post is gonna be a depressing one. You've been warned so i'm fine if you don't wanna read this.

I know i've mentioned that i wanna start anew with happy posts but i can't. Please just tolerate me on this one and pardon me.

Things are like getting worse after each year. I don't wanna mention my pasts.

So this post is about my beloved grandmom.

My grandmother is an amazing, beautiful, awesome, kind-hearted, noble and one & only. She always gives us the best, regardless getting nothing in return, not a word of thank you for the food she cooked, regardless of eating the cold leftovers, she would still leave the best and hot dishes for us. (( ^ sorry if those didn't make gramatical sense ))

She used to pick me up around 6 plus in the evening when i'm at the child care. She used to piggy back me home despite being fatigue when i'm sick and too lazy to walk home. She would bring me to the wet market and teach me how to see the freshness of fish, the nicest and juiciest fruits and vegetables and the wet market is where held our fondly memories. That's the place i grew up in, with her. I get to learn dialects and i get to meet her friends (aunties and uncles).

I recalled that there's once i got lost, but this friend of hers (an old uncle who has problem on his leg) comforted me and waited with me. At last when i saw her, she was panicked as well but was relieved when she saw me. It really was an impossible fear of losing her. That foreign feeling when you got lost with your family when you were just as young as 5 or 6 years old.

I used to sleep over at her house, sleep with her on her and grandpapa's bed. She would always make hot milo for me during supper and dip the cream crackers in. She likes to fried the chinese sticky cake with eggs for us. She likes to shop alot, especially during Chinese New Year. She would shop for those crackers, seafood, all sorts of goodies that are expensive and nice.

I used to help out at her kitchen though she likes to chase me out because she feared that i would get scalded. She often come out with excuses to chase me out, like helping her to clean the utencils, giving calls to my parents asking when they're coming back or remind grandpapa to buy newspaper. I used to snatch her job - "frying" chicken wings, vegetables or stir the soup and she would always pretend to be angry but still let me have the chance to "cook", unless i really screwed up and ruin her masterpiece.

I used to help her slice vegetables, deal with prawns, marinate chicken or fish and more, like passing her ingredients, helping to chop garlic/onions/gingers. She would give me tips about whatever the procedure is needed for whichever food.

She used to buy me pink piggybanks for my birthday and last year (2014) was the last time she celebrate my birthday with me and my family.

I will never be able to taste the curry fish head, vegeterian meals, sweet corn soup, loutus soup, herbal chicken soup, fried rice, salted cucumber with chilli, spicy thai mango, steamed fish, fried chicken wings, fried pork chop, fried fish, lady's fingers, salted prawns, spicy sambal fish/sotong and more and more.

She would always get me the best and nicest lunch for me to end school and come home to eat. She would use towel to wrap the food up to ensure it stays warm.

She is the best grandmama you would ever have. She is noble, so noble that she would bear all hardships and sufferings for herself. She hanged on for too long. She is my momma. If i have choice, i don't wanna let her go. But she's suffering, we don't have a choice. I just hope Buddha will take care of you. Please be safe and sound. Please take care. I don't wanna say goodbye.

I wanna feel your touch again. I wanna run into your embrace again. I want you to talk to me. Tell me it's gonna be alright. Tell me you'll be fine. Tell me you're gonna be in good care. Don't give up.

Ma, i love you 💞👼😔😙

xoxo

Thursday, 5 February 2015

Happiness In The Air

Hi welcome back faithful friends!!

I've longed for blogging once again. Well i would like to clarify this if i hadn't in the previous >> Romeo and Juliet post >> that this year, 2015 will be a great year!! Let's start to enjoy and immerse ourselves in this joyous-yet-sad fast-moving-time train.

I would like to start everything anew so whatever lame shit i've mentioned in previously [2013-2014] please don't mind me. Just treat it like my growing up process, from maybe how bitchy i was to currently now, happy i guess.

^*^  HAPPINESS IN THE AIR OOSH  ^*^

Well the only thing that i wanna do this year is to stay happy, be happy and influence positively to my friends around. As y'all may know in my previous post i've got into a new class, not totally new but yeah mixture of kind and bad, lol jk. My friends are overally-nice (( if there's such a word *oops* ))

I wanna keep my blog lively and hyper and just lighten up, i'm gonna make this a happy blog.

Alright, so i really have no idea what to put for the title... jeez

So let's start this happily. As you're reading through this blog post, turn up your favourite song. It can be jazz, hip hop, classical, sad or happy, it doesn't matter. After you've tuned up your music, FEEL.

Feel the emotions you're feeling right now.

How does the music make you feel?? Sad or happy or emotional or crazy?? What comes to your mind when the lyrics start to flow through??

Do you mind if you just break down in front of a stranger if you thought of something personal and it really hurts you but you're still in the crowded sea of humans??

Well remember what you are feeling now, embrace those emotions --- be it raw or nah, embarce and feel it. That's hormones acting strangely (i guessed) yes i know ^ that was weird but, this feelings are precious as Gem. Hold on to it because life is precious and life is so short that the next time you wouldn't be able to feel the same.

^ i think i've lost track of what i wanted to say ^

But, overall stay happy guys!! Life will be fun if you step out of your comfort zoneeeee!!!!!!!!

[ Watch your steps and see where the path leads you too!! Don't give up (: ]

I don't want this blog post to be so emotional, lame or bad. Just chill and spend a few minutes reading my update. Hope you guys liked this!!

Will update soon >>

Best wishes to all,

xoxo Eileen (:

Thursday, 29 January 2015

Romeo and Juliet

ROMEO AND JULIET

 
It isn't just about love, passion, judgements but also about the heart. This isn't what you would expect like Shakespeare's, but this should be worth every shedded tears. If only you can understand and feel the feels of this story...
 
They showed their love through not just words, but pure effort and endless tries of actions. Maybe it is thought to be a touching and romantic love story. Maybe this is thought to be just yet another stupid cliché storyline. Maybe no one would be able to relate except just them. Afterall, it's the sparks that appear when they are together.
 
This isn't Disney. This isn't just a story. It isn't always about the happy ending. It isn't always about having an ending. The process of their unrequited love, doesn't need to be approved by their friends, family. If only it weren't for the burning passion and longingly freedom... Nobody knew how much they were in love. Nobody knew that they were meant to be together. They were each other's life, each other's pillar of support, just like a home.

Juliet: I don't need a house, he is my home.

Romeo: Everywhere is home with her around. 
 
Romeo loves Juliet, day by day needless to say. They are probably just an ordinary pair of couple, but it wasn't. It was probably reckoned as puppy love, but it surely wasn't. They were deeply in love. No matter what had happened, they managed to stay as one, to stay faithful to each other. It was like they are meant for each other, a perfect match that God created --- soul mates.
 
It was Romeo's 21st birthday, friends were invited, not family nor relatives. What so profound of love? What's keeping a love relationship going on? What's really known as love? What's love without some setbacks? What's love when everything has been fated and decided by the God? What's love when everything has been written down unseen by mundane humans?
 
'I love you baby, happy birthday.' Was what Juliet said before crashing her lips down to his. It was an unknowingly goodbye kiss that none of them knew. They were basically soaking themselves in the occasion and their romantic day.
 
Their hands interlocked, swung side by side. Smiles appeared every minute they spent as they took slow walk under the moonlight. Whereas their friends, spending quality time with each other back in the small cottage that Juliet rented for the celebration for Romeo.
 
They kept quiet throughout, only the sound of their matching footsteps on the wet grass and their calm breathing could be heard. They seemed to be enjoying each other's presence. Ever wonder why a one-true-pairing needed their hands to be interlocked? It symbolizes the strong connection they have for each other and their deep affection that won't be changed so easily after just one night.
 
'Baby.' Juliet slowed down her pace and pulled Romeo down to a tree log, facing the calming lake. 'What is it, Jules?' Romeo closed his eyes and stretched his arms to allow it draped tightly on Juliet's bare shoulder. She was well-dressed for his occasion --- shoulder-off black blouse that hugged tightly on her body and a leather skater skirt that reaches her mid-thigh. Black heels and stockings were just bonus to her beautiful long legs.
 
'I got admitted into the academy.' Juliet faced Romeo with a slight crease at her forehead and her teary eyes darkened with fear and anxiety.
 
'What? How is that possible? I thought I...' Romeo flew into rage and discomposure soon settled into the atmosphere, in replace of the envious love-in-the-air.
 
'You though you what?' Juliet recomposed herself as she pursue into the matter that Romeo almost spill out.
 
Romeo took a few steps towards the lake, legs apart and heaved a sigh as he stared far away, towards the tall buildings that appeared blurry from the position they stood. Romeo had to tell her that he had resorted to some tricks. He had to do it. His conscious is eating him from inside out. He squirmed at the thought of Juliet leaving him for good once she finds out. But it would be worse if she was to be kept in the dark.

"How?"

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Alright hi readers!! I'm sorry for not being able to update for months. The above short story is what i couldn't finish in time to publish. Some say we should all finish what we started but, this was what i wrote last year. Now, i decided to stop and i want to start anew for everyhing.

The first month of 2015 is soon coming to an end, I'm not gonna lie that it's very smooth. Everything cramped together in these short period of time and it wasn't easy to cope. But it's manageable. I want to start anew for everything --- new perspective, new motivation, meet new people, try new things and step out of comfort zone.

This is a different year for me since I get to meet new people and it is gonna be a hectic year, too hectic for me to catch up with syllabus, keep up the good grades and at the same time smile. But i will try because i'm gonna change, i want to do a makeover and be a better person. Every year's new resolution is to be better than the previous year, isn't it??

I started 2015 in not quite a nice year, but i will make it better. I will try to balance my studies, social media, friends, fitness everything well and i hope i can keep them in control, well.

Also, another update about my website (or rather, the place i write in) >> wattpad.com/annoyinge , i'm sad to announce that i won't be updating or continuing the story anytime sooner. I've decided to stop writing in Wattpad, but that doesn't mean yall can't write in to me or chat with me online!!

I will still try my very best to update this blog often whenever i have time. Let me give a quick update of what i did over the past last 3 months of 2014. I was working!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAaha as a waitress at a Western Dining. YAY!!!!!!!!! It was very fun and i experienced alot!! I met nice managers and colleagues - colleagues who like to play prank on me of course (:

Alright, i'll sign off from here. Welcome back to school and happy 2015!!

Stay happy in facing difficulties, DO NOT GIVE UP!!

- Eileen (: