Revenge then Love - 8

Hey awesome readers!! Again with the sorry of not being able to update my blog regularly. My months of school holiday are nothing much special. Maybe im feeling anti-social now.

Check out my twitter: @ann0ying_e   OR   instagram: @annoying_e

I've a impossible wish. I want to figure someone out. She's always mysterious. Cool. Tall. My impression of her is she doesn't talk much. Well i kinda thought we would hit off well since we're of the same age. Well i guess people are always difficult to figure out. Maybe they have a story behind their actions. You know their name, not their story. So don't ever judge without getting your facts right.

Im really looking forward to my trip to Bangkok and really meet up soon with my 3 besties in December. Sorry to Jean & Dawn that i couldn't make it for the sleepover on Sunday due to personal reasons.

Ohh yeah wanted to share this funny yet ridiculous thing i've done on Monday 18/Nov. I spoilt a toilet. Yes, you guys read the correct sentence. I spoilt a toilet. Or rather to be specific, a cubicle in a toilet. Don't ask me how i did it because i don't know either. It's still under repair. Yeah im a wrecker ^^

☆ "I came in like a wrecking ball." ☆

Song for this chapter: What Do You Want From Me by Adam Lambert

Enough said, enjoy chapter 8!!

------------------------------------------

It's been a long night and i'm getting ready to sleep for tomorrow's date with that egotistical badass when my phone beeped, a notification popped out on my screen.
 

Danny:
Can we talk tmr at 12? I cant wait till Mon.

12pm. A choice. Him or Luke.
 

Me:
You know what? Suck it. 9pm tmr.

Danny:
Okay ♥

Me:
Stop doing that! You ain my bf anymore.

Danny:
Sweet dreams <3

This time i ignored his text and slept.

*Next Morning*

Checking my outfit of the day again, ensuring that i do look casual.

I wore a black plain sleeveless top with the shoulders studded and a light blue shorts with peace signs all over it and accompanied with my black Vans.

Soon, i heard chattering downstairs and i immediately jogged down.

"Hey mom."

"Hey sweetie, how impolite of you to make your date wait."

"He's not my date."

"Hi."

"What are you doing here?"

"I can't wait any longer."

"I said suck it!" This time i flared. It was an excited morning till this bastard in front of me decided to make it worst. Piece of shit.

"Oh hey good afternoon Julie. Im here for Jane. Is she up yet?"

"Luke Galen? What're you doing here? Jane, you're going out with him?"

"Im supposed to ask that question. What are you doing over here?"

"Why can't i be here?"

This time, i butted in their conversation.

"You can't be in here, Danny. You know it. Now scram before i'll do something worse than that."

"Jane, we were fine before this. Tell me why. Was he in the picture so you broke up with me after using an excuse that i cheated on you?"

"Seriously? You thought that of me? I thought you were better than this. I saw you cheating, right in front of me. I guess im better off without you. So what if im with Luke right now? You did wrong and you have no rights to comment on who im with now!"

"I'll come back for you later. Pleasure meeting, Mrs Sherlock."

He walked off. Tears came rolling down my face. I couldn't bear to cry in front of my mom so i ran out. I ran as fast as i could.

I was crying. Out loud. With no restrictions.

Vroom. Vroom. Vroom. Vroom.

The irritating sound of a motorcycle could be heard from behind me.

"Jane!"

Who's calling me?

"Jane, slow down."

I stopped. Turning back to see Luke in his worried face.

"Why did you follow me up here?"

"We're supposed to have a date at 12pm. We've lost 30 minutes."

"I'm sorry. Can we go out another day?"

"No. You're supposed to keep your promise."

"I..."

"Come over here."

"What?"

"Come over here, sweetheart."

I walked towards him. Surprisingly, he hugged me. The familiar scent. The familiar warmth. A warmth that seems blissful yet sad. I hugged him back. He put one of his hands on my back and the other hugged my waist protectively. It's exactly the warm comfort im craving for after heartbreaks.
We stood there in each other's embrace for about 5 minutes before i pulled off.

"Thanks." I murmured.

"So are you ready for the thrill?"

"Ever ready."

"Hop on!"

I put on the helmet and hop onto his motorcycle.

"Ain't you afraid?"

"Nah, i've been on one when i was younger and i thought it was cool."

"Your dad's?"

"Yeah."

"Hold me tightly sweetheart. Enjoy your ride."

That sounded wrong.

I hugged him by the waist tightly, cheek pressing against his back and inhaled his scent. He smell like lavender. Or is it rose. His back is warm and i enjoy hugging him. At first when i hugged him back, i felt him tensed under my touch. Why is that so?

"Sweetheart, we've reached."

"Where are we?"

"A carnival."

"Oh my gosh! I've always love a carnival."

"C'mon. I've gotten tickets already."

"Oh my gosh!"

"What do you wanna play first?"

"The freaking awesome roller coaster duhh!"

"Let's go then."

After a few rounds of the roller coasters, Ferris wheel, merry-go-round and a few sticks of cotton candy, im still hungry.

"Luke, im still starving."

"What do you wanna eat now?"

"Im craving for cakes."

"Alrighty, there's this cake shop up there. Let's go grab some food."

"Here you go, sweetheart. Red velvet and blueberry cheesecake."

"You didn't get yourself some?"

"Nah."

"Here's reward for you for making me happy again."

I fed him with my folk with the red velvet. I don't know why i did that but it was just a natural move. I felt him tensing and hesitate if he should eat it or not. But he end up eating like a child.

"So what's up next?"

"Sweetheart, you wanna take some pictures? Isn't that what all girls do?"

"Of course!"

"Let's go then!"

The day at carnival ended pretty well. He sent me home after dinner.

"Thanks Luke. I really had fun today."

"Yeah me too."

"Can we do this often?"

Seriously did i just asked that?

"Sure, why not."

"Goodnight."

"Sweet dreams, sweetheart."

"I..."

"Jane."

I spun around seeing Danny walking up towards us.

"I told you we're over!"

"You said you'll give me time at 9."

"Fine." I shouted. "Luke, it's okay. I'll be fine. Violet will come later, don't worry."

"Okay. Ring me if anything happens."

He left, roaring his motorcycle.

"What do you want from me?"

"I wanna explain. It's not what you see."

"I believe my eyes."

"Are you still mad at me?"

"No."

"Are you sure?"

"I was never mad at you."

"What were you?"

"Hurt."

"Im sorry."

"I know."

"Baby, can we get back to where we're like in the past?"

"No."

"Why?"

"I don't know."

"I know you still love me, don't you?"

"I..."

Before i could response, his lips pressed hungrily onto mine. His rough lips and teeth sinking into my lips, urging me to open up and give him permission.

Was i gonna do that?

Was he still up to the plan of trying to get into my pants?

Was i still in love with him?

No.

Im not.

Heartbreak changes people.

It's funny how the tables turn.

I've learnt my lessons.

"I'll never fall in love, ever again."

I opened my eyes and pushed him off.

"F**king bastard."

"What?"

"I wish i never liked you. I wish i didn't spent all my time thinking about you. I wish i never get excited everytime you made me feel special. I wish i never believed every word you said. I wish i never got my expectations high up. I wish i never met you. I wish i never go out with you. Because in the end the one who got hurt was me, not you. I was wrong in you. Leave!"

"If that's what you want, i'll go." He said, sadly.

I leaned back on the cold hard wall, thinking back what i've said. And i cried, cried, cried and cried.

"Sweetheart."

The familiar voice...

"Are you alright?"

"Talk to me."

I didn't response. I kept on crying and crying.

I think he read my mind because he immediately came over and hugged me.

Tight hug.

Sweet embrace.

I didn't know how long we stood like that. But he said something.

"Are you feeling better now?"

"Not really."

"C'mon. I'll get you ice cream."

"I don't want."

"Starbucks with lots of whipped cream?"

"That's fattening."

"Now then you know uhh?"

"You really suck at comforting people."

"Im good at comforting people, but just not you."

"How did you find me?"

"I wasn't sure to let you and that bastard together alone so i followed."

"Oh."

"And Violet ringed me saying that she tried calling you but you didn't pick up."

"My phone died on me."

"Will you stop crying over him?" He said, cupping both my cheeks in his hand, bringing my face up to his.

Then, he wiped my tears away. And stopped suddenly. I realised that both of us are closing the gap in between us.

WE'RE ABOUT TO KISS...

When suddenly his phone rang.

Damn?!

"Hey. Yeah i found her. Yup we're on the way back." He hung up and held a hand to me, gesturing to help me get up on my feet.

"Let's go sweetheart. Don't keep Julie and Violet waiting."

He cleared his throat awkwardly and walked me back home, again.

"Thanks Luke. For everything you've done for me. Thank you."

"You're welcome sweetheart."

"Good night."

"Sweet dreams."

I was about to unlock the door when he called out to me again.

"Sweetheart?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm willing."

"What?"

"To be part of your revenge plan."

"Seriously?"

"Take it or leave it?"

"I'll take it. Thank you."

He smiled and walked away. Why do i sensed that that smile was so pathetic and sad or rather full of sorrow?

Wait was i feeling happy that he's gonna be my boyfriend ?

Take that score 1 to Jane and 0 to Danny.

-----------------------------------------

Thank you guys for reading. Slightly long chapter today for a make up to all of you that has been waiting for this a long long time. Like i said to my friend that i'll blog today, hope i didn't disappoint you, YR.
((: 

○Peace out○

~Twisparkle.