Gone.

Hey y'all, felt like blogging at 1 a.m. so here it is:

2015, was a horrible year.

I started it with a great Sec 3 camp & in between, my great grandmother passed on.

Right after the camp, i was hospitalised for 10 days and had a surgery.

Meanwhile, grandma was hospitalised in and out since 2014.

I was then discharged a few days before Feb.

I went back to school and then missed school again.

Because grandma passed on suddenly on 9 Feb 2015.

I lost her forever.

I missed out school so much i couldn't catch up.

June 2015, whole family went for a short getaway to Malaysia.

Grandpa was happy during the trip but not happy enough.

That's a clear point to everyone.

And I wish everyone can always be this harmony and at peace, no matter what happens.

But, 2015 ended pretty well because i was given a chance to go to Cambodia in Nov.

I've met many beautiful souls over there.

They've been through so much, yet they don't complain. And we do.

We are so much more privileged than they are.

We have so much more to offer but they, gave us something we could never return.

Love. Passion. Innocence. Purity. Contentment. Satisfaction. Selfless.

Broken roofs. Floors full of holes. No fan. No lights. No whiteboard. No computers.

We gave them sweet bread and they only took a few bites because they wanna bring back home to share with their family & siblings.

It was a meaningful trip.

In Dec, my family (just 4 of us) brought grandpa to Taiwan.

He loved it.

I missed that place too.

Food. Weather. Hotties. Goods. Everything.

*p.s. i'm still harbouring the thought of seeing my BAES*

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2016, O Level year. Great!!

School was great. Friends are awesome. Prom was amazing.

Results ain't desired but okay lah.

However, leaving school was a sad thing.

Most of my friends, or should i say ALL of my close friends go to Junior College while I, am going to Poly.

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Side note, my family (as usual, 4 of us) as well as grandpa and my aunt's family (3 of them), we went to Hong Kong!!

Ocean park was awesome as i took The Flash - its is a 360° turn kind of ride. I'll attach photos here!!

It looks scary but it was thrilling!!

Overall, 2016 was just getting me back on track.

Oh and, i didn't mention that in 2016,

1. I WENT TO BIG BANG'S CONCERT (I MENTIONED THIS IN PREVIOUS BLOG POSTS)

* SO DISAPPOINTED BC TAEYANG DIDN'T STRIP BUT HE DID EARLIER THAT YEAR FOR HIS OWN RISE CONCERT ._. *

2. I WENT TO SPEXIAL'S FANMEET!! YAAAAASSSS!! Friends should know how i fan-girl over them!!

* but simon left the group this year ('17) f--k this shit :< *

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Hello 2017,

So far so good.

I've met TONS of nice people.

At work and at school.

But i'm an awkward potato.

*heh, some people might doubt that bc they're starting to see my only-friends-are-allowed-to-see-this-sight of my character.*

I wonder what happens when it comes to the day to say our last goodbyes.

Oh wells, we'll see to it when it comes.

Meanwhile, just enjoy and live in the moment i guess.

Oh, and just a lil confession:

I REALLY LOVE CHOCOLATES.
CHOCOLATE MAKES PEOPLE HAPPY.

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With that, i hope everyone can stay happy.
I hope that all is well.
I hope that everything's good.

Like i said, it's a bad day, not a bad life.

Everyone is allowed to have a bad day.

Bless y'all beautiful people. I mean it.

Eileen x