Revenge then Love - 12

Hey guys back blogging again!!!

Oh my gosh it's like so damn fast because school's gonna be reopen on Thursday. Sigh so fast!!!!

Happy reading & thanks again.

xxx Not much introduction or news about me lately xxx


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Recap:

"No! It was in the past. My young times."

*

"Are you trying to imply that you knew Luke since young?"

"Yeah i guess i am."

"But how come you never tell me till now?"

"'Cause i didn't know. It was just when im with him, he has a familiar sense that triggered my mind which decided to give me bad headaches whenever im with him then small patches of flashbacks flashes through my mind."

"Oh my gosh this is getting no where."

"See my dilemma?"

"You should go ask Luke."

"I would if he would tell me."

"He will."

"How do you know? The first time he and my mom met, the faces were shocked till pale. They talked to each other like old neighbours. But when i get suspicious of it and asked, they just shrugged it off. How do i know what to do?"

"Anything else?"

"And they just said that because Luke's grandparents stayed opposite us. And yeah, flashbacks about the young boy and girl building sandcastles. Then there will always be a small part of my dad. Then there's a small pile of documents involved in the flashbacks then nothing else."

"Okay here's a plan. Find excuse to go through his stuff to find anything related to you."

"Ain't that obvious? I would get caught."

"No? Would you?"

"Im asking you the questions and you asked me back?!"

""Cause i don't know? Jeez you guys share the same dorm,woman!"

"Right. I'll give it a try then."

*

Here's a chance. I made sure Luke was bathing before i decided to rake his drawer.

There's nothing but an old sketch book. It won't kill if i take a look right?

No it won't. Silently replying to my own question.

There it is.

First page: a young boy fell down with scrapped knees and a young girl (me) held out a hand to him.

Second page: 'young version of me' offering a sandwich to the young boy.

Third page: there was a heart shape at the top right hand corner with 'BFF' written in it then the picture was young me sitting beside the young boy in the swing.

That's what appeared in my mind.

Fourth page: young me helping the young boy to build the sandcastles.

This appeared too.

Before i could turn the page, the book was immediately snatched away.

I looked up to meet the curious stare from a shirtless Luke with a refreshing scent.

"What are you doing with my things?"

"Searching for idea 'bout the project?" I lied.

"Is that true?"

"Yup." I gulped.

"You're lying." As he took a step towards me while i backed off slowly.

"How would you know?"

"I can read you like an open book."

"Oh? Then read me. What do you see in my eyes?"

"Lies. Curiosity. Confusion." Damn he's right.

"So?"

"What do you want?"

"What do you want?" I braced myself to walk towards him instead of backing off, knowing the question caught him off-guard.

"Want to know why are you raking my stuff?" He sounded like he's asking me a question.

"Well i want to know why you're drawing the younger version of me. And how do you know how i looked like? Unless we met years ago? Which i doubt because i've no clue about it."

He breathed in deeply before sighing. Wait was that disappointment and hurt i see in his eyes?

"You know nothing uhh? Then you should continue to be ignorance."

"Why? Is there something i should know?"

"No."

"Then why are you acting like you knew something that i don't."

"Because it's better if you don't know."

"But if it concerns me, i have the rights to know."

"Sweetheart, just follow whatever flows in your boat. Somethings are meant to be kept from you and it'll be better if you don't know."

"And what is it? I..."

"Sweetheart, stop asking. You'll bound to know someday."

"I..."

"Do you want to grab Starbucks?"

"Not before you answer all my doubts."

"Then forget it. Im leaving."

"Where?"

"Starbucks."

"Ain't you scared i'll rake your stuffs again?"

"You won't."

"I would. Try me."

"If you dare, i can't promise i will keep my hands off your body."

"Pervert!"

"So do you want to?"

"Count me in."

"You know you want me."

"I meant Starbucks, dude."

"Whatever. Do you need to change?"

"10 minutes."

Once i finished my piece, i quickly grab a floral bralet, short jeans shorts and a black leather jacket and put on light make-up before i wore my high ankle Nike floral sneakers.

*

"What do you want?"

"White chocolate mocha, Venti, with whipped cream."

"My eyes are up here."

Luke coughed, trying to get the attention of the guy who's taking our order yet eyeing me from head to toes.

"S-sorry." He stuttered. "May i get your order?"

"One double chocolate chip frappe, grande with whipped cream and one white chocolate mocha, venti with whipped cream."

*

"My lady, here's your drink."

"Thank you."

"What's that?" He eyed on my serviette.

"Ahaha just a number from Glen."

"Are you really gonna call him?"

"Why jealous?"

"Im your boyfriend."

"Fake boyfriend."

"Whatever."

"Aww stop pouting. Im just kidding."

"You better are."

I laughed.

"Hey wait here." He told me.

"Where are you going?"

He said nothing and left.


*

"Are you craving for macaroons now?" He asked, hiding something behind his back.

"Why?"

"Cause i bought you them."

He said, revealing the big box of colourful macaroons from Laduree.

"Wow thank you."

"Anything for you, sweetheart."

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Thanks for reading!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a wonderful day  ((:


~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 11

Hey guys i'm back from Thailand few days ago. Right after that which was Christmas Eve, i went ice-skating with my best friends. To be honest, i didn't know how to skate so ended up either holding my friends' hands or holding the wall or using a metal thing to help. End up i could skate, only with help. How embarrassing but i didn't mind sharing = =

Well New Year is approaching soon, people out there reading this post, are you guys thinking of kissing your loved ones on 00:00 ?? I thought people who kissed under the fireworks upon the countdown would be so romantic!! Ahaha if you guys have that idea, good luck!! For those who're so single (like me, but i don't care 'cause it's not the right time now), it's okay!! You can spend time reading my blog. Ahaha joking. Go spend time with your family and friends. Unlike mine, the upcoming year wouldn't be so unite and we wouldn't call it our Reunion dinner because she's no longer with us. Well, off the track about her. So grab any time you have and cherish them.

Few more days to 2014. See, time flies. It's so fast and when i think back about what i've done in 2013, everything seems wrong and all are bullshit. I don't feel like going to school after so many months of holidays... besides there's nothing in my school make me look forward to.

Alright, done quite an introduction. Happy reading and have fun!!  ((:

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Well i'm currently having my last lesson, which sadly was art, which means Danny will be there. I gracefully walked into the Art class with Vivy by my side, and found Chris and Danny sucking each other faces.

"Ew, gross." Vivy whispered. "Don't they have any shame?" she continued.

"Shame on them." I said, proudly.

"Hey sweetheart, over here!" Someone exclaimed, causing everyone to whip their heads around and looked at me, before a few 'ooh' sound came from the people. Chris looked jealous while Danny looked bewildered then madness.

I quicken my steps towards Luke and his friends before planting my butt beside the seat next to him while Ryder asked Vivy to join him. I swear he's interested in my best friend. He then pulled me into a hug before kissing me on my cheek, leaving me blushing like hell. That was damn hot.

Seriously, i thought it was all supposed to be an act?

"How's your day? Anybody came up to you?"

"Well pretty cool. Just some jealousy glares, congrats and more guys ogling at me. You?"

"Well they better stay the hell away from my girlfriend. Nothing much, as usual, creating trouble now and then."

"No Blondie to suck up?"

"Ouch, i know i'm irresistible but i'm not two timer." He feigned hurt by putting his right hand to his left moobs (man boobs) as he pouts his lips.

"Stop doing that!"

"What?"

"Pouting your lips."

"Why? Can't resist me uhh?" As he finished, he made a gross moan.

"Keep your little buddy down." I motioned to his dick.

"What? It's not my fault that it got a little too impatient." He said, looking embarrassed, trying to distract himself.

"Well, suck it up Luky. You and i both know it just 'stood' up in your pants." I mocked.

"You got to stop the flirting if you still want your clothes to be on you." He warned in a seriously tone.

"Hey you know you want me."

"Hey i can do you now."

"Sure, when?"

"What, you seriously?" He looked shocked.

"No." His face dropped and i laughed.

"Whatchu guys laughing at?" Tim asked curiously, wanting to join in the fun.

"How his dick stood in his pants after a few seduction." I burst out into laughter.

"What the hell?" Luke exclaimed.

"Calm yo tits down, man." Darren chipped in.

"What were you guys discussing 'bout?" I distracted them from making Luke get more embarrassed.

"We're going to a party at the beach!" Vivy literally sang, and that's how excited she is.

"Who's?" Luke asked.

"Some guy named Johnson Reed." Aidan said.

"He's Jessalyn's cousin." Ryder said.

"And who's Jessalyn?" Vivy asked, trying to cover up her jealousy in her question.

"Some chick that i hooked up before." Ryder smirked.

"Ohh." She did not just rolled her eyes, did she? Gosh my bad ass girl is finally liking someone.

"Man, she's good. Maybe we could hook up again at the party this Friday."

"Yeah congrats." Vivy spat.

"What's wrong with you?" He queried.

"Nothing." she replied and turned to face the front.

Just as Ryder was about to ask further more, the Art teacher walked in and introduced herself.



"Umm good afternoon class. I'm Mrs Katy and i'll be your new Art teacher as i believed that all of you should know that Mr Quin had already retired."

Before she continued, Aidan raised his hands and asked, "Katy. As in Katy Perry?" Everyone bursts into laughter though knowing she might get fed up.

"Erm you're Aidan right?" He nodded,silently allowing her to continued. "That's a pretty good opening to my first day in class. But im sorry im not."

"Wow, im sure we'll get along well." Aidan winked.

"Sure of course. That's what i thought all teachers and students should do."

"Well most of 'em would just flare if we teased 'em."

"I'm glad i didn't." She smiled, revealing her white pearly teeth.

Everyone started clapping, staring at her in awe. Of course we would like such open-minded teacher.

"Well, before i get started and get carried away by all of your passionate comments, i've some rules." Everyone groaned.

"One, i get it if you guys are late for my class or chatting non-stop in my class, all i expect is just seriousness in all of your work. Two, i won't restricted dirty comments but please refrain from using while in my class. Third, no drug doing or serious make-out session in front of me, which means no dirty work. Kissing and others are still okay. Fourth, i'll be free to talk to if you guys need any relationship advices. Lastly, i promise i won't give detention unless it gets out of hand. Am i understood?"

"Sure we do, Mrs Katy. Which part of a girl's body is the most turn-on for them in the work?" A random voices shoot out of nowhere.

"Well i guess it's the neck." Wow, she seemed pretty calm and fine with these types of questions.

"How do you know?"

"I'm once 18. I'm now 28 with a pair of twins and one son and one more coming out in 8 months and 2 weeks."

"Wow! Don't give birth in our class please." a nerd who sat at the front said timidly.

"I won't unless he or she decided to come out early."

Everyone simply smiled at her, knowing she's the right teacher.

"Alright since no more question, i'll start the lesson."

"Hold on." I interrupted bravely and that got everyone's attention on me.

"Yes, Jane?"

"Yeah, thank you."

"Why?"

"For being so open-minded."

"Silly girl, you're more than welcome."

I smiled at her sheepishly before she really get started on the lesson.



"I've got an individual project for all of you in case you guys start sucking at each other's faces. You guys have to hand in a landscape pencil sketching, paint or both artwork to me by end of this week which happens to be a Friday. The theme is 'Best yet worst day when I'm young'. The picture has to illustrate and when the moment i see it, i've to be clear about the situation. For those who have no idea what it is, you have another theme which is 'Memories'. The artwork has to be illustrated with the best memories in your deep mind. Am i clear?"

Everyone nodded and grabbed their stuffs immediately as the bell went off.

"Vivy we need to talk."I grabbed her arm and pulled her down to the nearest toilet.



"What's wrong? You never talked to me in that tone before. You're freaking me out."

"I saw that."

"Saw what?"

"Jealousy."

"What? Why? Who? When?"

"Jealousy in your eyes. When Ryder talked about hooking up Jessalyn just now."

"No i... i didn't."

"C'mon Vivy, we've been friends, like what, forever! You like Ryder, don't you?"

"I...i"

"Just admit it, you know i'll help you."

"Fine yes i freaking like Ryder Black. Happy?"

"Should have notice that when you were introduced to him."

"What? He's hot 'kays?"

"Not as hot as Luke. Shit. What. No. What did i just said?"

"You said 'not as hot as Luke'. Seriously oh my gosh, what's your deal now?"

"What the f**k, tell me i did not just said that."

"Says the one who asked me to admit that i like Ryder just now."

"Are you calling me a coward?"

"Yup. Just admit that this revenge got you two falling heads over heels for each other."

"No am not. What did you just said? Two of us? Means he..."

"Yeah get over it. Can't you see that he's in love with you too? Dumb ass."

"Love?" That's a strong word. "Im never falling in love okay Vivy? Remind me the last time i fell in love."

"It wasn't your fault. It's that dick's fault."

"Never mind. But Vivy i need to be honest with you about something."

"What?"

"I... these few days when im with Luke, i got some bad headaches then somethings keep flashes through my mind."

"And what is it?"

"A young boy and a young girl sitting on the swing."

"And?"

"That young girl was me."

"Okay? So? Then?"

"The young boy had Luke's features."

"So you're referring to you and Luke's babies in the future." She started laughing before getting serious.

"No! It was in the past. My young times."

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Thanks for reading and hope you guys are happy with it!!!!!!

Song for this chapter: Everything has changed - Taylor Swift


~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 10

Hey guys. Yeah i know right. Finally chapter 10. My apologies for such late update as i believed i've already explained in the previous post. Anyways, today 18 Dec is both my Father & Brother's birthday. I wanted to bake 'em cupcakes but ended up in a mess and failed =.=

By the way i'm leaving Singapore soon this Friday, 20/Dec to Bangkok ((: Excited!!!! And i'm going to Selena Gomez Stars Dance Tour 2014 in Singapore with my best friends. I'd be crying then 'cause Selena's one of my idol and she's so fabulous, sassy, pretty, kind, perfect and has vocal chords that i adore   xD

#FUN #HAPPY #EXCITED

Anyways, happy and thanks for reading ((:

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*** Spring break is officially over ***

"Good morning, Vivy!" I screamed when i got into her car.

"Wadsup..."

"What's wrong?"

"Wow, you look..."

"Stupid? Whore? Slut?"

"Hot."

"Thanks."

"So what made you decided to do a makeover?"

"Luke helped."

"You asked him or?"

"He volunteered."

She said nothing and continued to admire my outfit. I was stunned at first too that i actually agreed to everything Luke said. I actually gotten a tattoo on my wrist that read: LUKE. It was a damn dare. Well part of the revenge too.

 Black crop tee that showed my belly.


Dark floral prints skirt that ended at mid-thigh. Black leather jacket to accompany the top. Black floral prints high heels.

I let my soft curly reddish-purplish-bluish hair down and wore a black beanie that stated "Baddest".

Well for the accessories, it's just silver pendant of a heart with diamonds along the shape of it and wore my thumb ring on the right hand, one thin plain silver ring on the index finger of my left. Lastly, dangling ear cuff on my right and scary ear spikes on the left.

***

"Look, JJ. Everyone's looking."

"Well, i shouldn't care, right?"

"Hell yeah!"

"Whoa whoa whoa. Look who's the real slut?" Someone scoffed behind us.

"Says the one who dresses less than me." I laughed, knowing that it was Chris Devon and her followers.

"What did you just said?" She scowled.

"You heard her." Vivy retorted.

"Bitch!" She spat.

"Says the exact one." Vivy smirked.

"Now, we're on."

"On? Oh you meant a fight uh?" Vivy said, while i pulled her back, "No, Vivy. Don't. everyone's looking."

"Pussy."

"What the f**k! You heard her, didn't you, JJ?"

"Back off, Devon." A husky voice ringed through the hallway. Luke and his gang. OH MY GOSH...

"What? Seriously? Oh babe, i thought you were on my side."

"Really? I guess im not then."

"Who's she to you."

"I'll show who she is to you."

Immediately after he said that, he pulled me by the waist and kissed me. On. My. Freaking. Lips.

Once we pulled back, everyone in the crowd gasped, so do i, Vivy, his gang and that bitch.

"She's my girlfriend. Clear? So back off."

"You..."

Before she could continue, Danny stood right in front on Luke with his knuckles held so tightly till they turned white.

"She's not yours. She's mine. My girlfriend."

"Ex-girlfriend."

"No. It's impossible. She always told me that you're scary."

"Dude, have you heard before that there's a thin line between love and hate?" Aidan interrupted.

Everyone laughed, making the flames in Danny's eyes go wilder.

"Soon Galen, soon. You'll see. Wait for me, Jane."

He left, hugging Chris Devon's waist. Before they leave, Vivy called out to them.

"Dude and bitch, Jane Sherlock's never going back to you. Look what she got on her wrist." She pulled my hand up, revealing that nicely done tattoo. Yeah that got everyone's attention. Full attention.

"Shock much huh, Wilfred. That's how much she love Luke till she could get herself a tattoo that had his name."

"That's right. She loves me, Wilfred."

"Let's ignore them, Dee." He nodded his head.

"Oh wait, Devon." Seriously, what's with them calling each other's last name? It ain't a trend, so why follow?

"What!?" She screamed in irritation.

"You do know that there's this annual beauty campaign that decides a fate of a girl who will become the next champion, right?"

"So? I've won for consecutive 3 years already."

"Well this year, i afraid so. 'Cause my baby's gonna take part too and i'm making sure she wins though."

"What the? Fine!" She spat. "Bring it on." Then, she flipped her hair and walked away with their arms linked. Eww.

Soon, the crowd dispersed. Probably getting ready for the first class which is gonna start in 5 minutes.

"OMG! JJ how can you not tell me about you yourself participating in the annual beauty campaign?"

"How should i tell you when i don't even know that i'm participating it?"

"Oh so it's YOUR idea then, Luky?"

"Luky? Seriously dude, you're letting this chick give you such girly name?" Ryder spoke bluntly, despite receiving the cold glare from Luke.

"OMG that's the chick stuff, y'know." Darren choked.

"Damnit guys."

Was that a tint of pinkish stuff that creeped upon his cheek? Is the egotistical badass-yet-gentleman blushing???????????

"So am i really gonna take part in that?" I asked.

"Yeah, you... erm don't want?"

"I don't know how."

"It's okay we can help you."

"We?"

"I know that includes me." Vivy chirped in.

"Yeah, me and us, these guys."

"Hell yeah. We'd love to."

"You're pretty too, so why not give it a try." Tim cheered.

"We'll support you, no worries." Aidan continued.

"See, they, we, i support you. We'll have your back." Luke said, smiling at me. Really? Smiling. Luke. That's a rare thing.

"Okay, i'll give it a try." I beamed.

"So what chick is this we're having?" Ryder eyed Vivy.

"Violet, meet my bros. Aidan, Darren, Ryder and Tim." Luke introduced.

"Guys, she's my best friend. Violet Campbell." I chipped in somemore info.

"How can you guys not know me?" Vivy exclaimed, fake a hurt glint in her eyes while placing her hands over her heart.

"Sure thing. We do now, hot babe." Ryder teased.

"Oh Ryder sweetie, you know you want me." She teased back.

"Enough guys, i need to polish my guitar before the music lesson starts. C'mon, let's go."

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"Alright, welcome back my fellow students. Shall we do our warm up first? Let's get 2 lads and 2 ladies to sing for us. I shall see who's vocal improved and who's didn't." Mrs Wedge said, "volunteers or pick?"

"I'm in! So is Jane." Vivy raised her hand and Mrs Wedge acknowledged.

"So are we." Luke and Ryder stood up proudly.

Awkward...

"Well, it's rare seeing you lads so enthusiastic."

"Says the teacher that influenced us." Ryder flirted.

"Oh stop flattering me."

"Mrs Wedge, i'm singing a duet. Can i get Ryder to sing with me?"

"Sure thing if he wants, Ryder?"

"Umm, sure."

< Rihanna ft. Emniem - Monster>

I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy

I wanted the fame, but not the cover of Newsweek
Oh, well, guess beggars can't be choosey
Wanted to receive attention for my music
Wanted to be left alone in public. Excuse me
For wanting my cake and eat it too, and wanting it both ways
Fame made me a balloon 'cause my ego inflated
When I blew; see, but it was confusing
'Cause all I wanted to do is be the Bruce Lee of loose leaf
Abused ink, used it as a tool when I blew steam (wooh!)
Hit the lottery, oh wee
With what I gave up to get was bittersweet
It was like winning a used me
Ironic 'cause I think I'm getting so huge I need a shrink
I'm beginning to lose sleep: one sheep, two sheep
Going cuckoo and cooky as Kool Keith
But I'm actually weirder than you think
'Cause I'm
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well, that's nothing
Well, that's nothing

No, I ain't much of a poet but I know somebody once told me
To seize the moment and don't squander it
'Cause you never know when it all could be over tomorrow
So I keep conjuring, sometimes I wonder where these thoughts spawn from
(Yeah, ponder it, do you want this?
It's no wonder you're losing your mind, the way it wanders)
Yo-lo-lo-lo-yee-whoo
I think you've been wandering off down yonder
And stumbled onto Jeff VanVonderen
'Cause I need an interventionist
To intervene between me and this monster
And save me from myself and all this conflict
'Cause the very thing that I love's killing me and I can't conquer it
My OCD is conking me in the head
Keep knocking, nobody's home, I'm sleepwalking
I'm just relaying what the voice in my head's saying
Don't shoot the messenger, I'm just friends with the

I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well, that's nothing
Well, that's nothing
Call me crazy, but I had this vision
One day that I'd walk amongst you a regular civilian
But until then drums get killed and I'm coming straight at
MCs, blood get spilled and I
Take it back to the days that I get on a Dre track
Give every kid who got played that
Pumped up feeling and shit to say back
To the kids who played 'em
I ain't here to save the fucking children
But if one kid out of a hundred million
Who are going through a struggle feels and then relates that's great
It's payback, Russell Wilson falling way back
In the draft, turn nothing into something, still can make that
Straw into gold chump, I will spin Rumpelstiltskin in a haystack
Maybe I need a straight jacket, face facts
I am nuts for real, but I'm okay with that
It's nothing, I'm still friends with the
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Well, that's nothing
Well, that's nothing

"Well done. Good job. Fabulous. Ryder, your rap is gorgeous. Violet, im impressed! Now's who's turn? Oh Jane and Luke, would you guys like a duet too?'

"Yes." He said.
"No" I replied.

"Well then, ladies first." I glanced back to Luke, giving him a satisfied look but i gotten his pouted lips in returned. Gosh, he's damn cute.

< Jake Miller - Collide >

I'm falling out of the sky
I feel so alive
My heart ignites
When our eyes Collide

 

Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide
Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide

 

Yeah
Don't hold back, crash into me
We catching fire like a third degree
Need someone to hold, sick of being alone
So I'm round at third and I'm coming home,
'Cause I need your touch and I need it now,
We can go to lunch and then mess around,
So baby you can win it, you can come and get it
We can build an empire in a New York minute,

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide

 

I'm falling out of the sky
I feel so alive
My heart ignites
When our eyes Collide

 

Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide
Oh ooh-oh yeah
Collide

 

I'm gone, hungover
I'm love drunk and not sober
Yeah it's do or die, baby you and I
We should get just a little bit closer
So baby come and hop up on my range, swerve
Is that because I kick em in the side, curb
Your love ran down like a meteor shower
That's crashing down our earth, wow

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like

 

Me and you stopping time
All of the stars align
This is what it feels like

 

When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide
When we Collide

"Perfect! Jane, as ever perfect."

I simply shrugged and sat down on  my seat before it's Luke's turn.

"Lastly, Luke."

< The Boy Band Project - Find That Girl >

I gotta find that girl...
I keep thinking that i see her face
everywhere but i just can't find her
I keep going back to that place
everyday at the same time and i know
i'll never forget eh way she looked at
me when she smiled...when she smiled
I don't know how i let it go when i saw
her passing by me somebody so beautiful
i couldn't believe my eyes Why couldn't
i find the words when all i had to say was
hello...hello

Where did you go? she could be halfway
round the world i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl and i won't stop
until it hurts i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl.....where did you go?
where did you go? where did you go? where did you go? i gotta find that girl

I keep looking but there's still no luck,
my friends all think i'm crazy they tell
me i should give it up but they didn't
see those eyes...no way i'm giving up cause
in my heart i know she's the one she's the one..

where did you gooooo? she could be halfway
round the world i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl and i won't stop
until it hurts i gotta find that girl, i gotta find that girl.....where did you go? where did you go?
where did you go? where did you go?
i gotta find that girl

If i get a second chance for us, we'll have
a second chance for love i'll keep on
searching i'll never give up i gotta find her..
gotta find her i just got to see her again!!!!
she could be halfway round the world
i gotta find that girl, i gotta find that girl
and i won't stop until it hurts
i gotta find that girl i gotta find that
girl she could be halfway round the
world i gotta find that girl,
i gotta find that girl and i won't stop
until it hurts i gotta find that girl, i gotta find that girl

"Wow, Luke. Care to share some information about this girl you're singing to?"

"She's in here too."

Then he made an eye contact to me. I'm gonna be honest, my heart did melt upon seeing his face. Genuine. Love. Concern. Care. These are the expressions i read.

Gosh, could i be falling for the player? I guess i am.

I, Jane Sherlock, falling head over heels in Luke Galen.

Falling hard for sure.

Opps, is that a mistake? I ain't suppose to love anymore...

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Sorry if there's mistakes in those lyrics.

Thanks guys for reading. Hope you guys love it so far. And i hope it's so far so good. Happy reading afterall ((:



~Twisparkle.

A note for you...

Hey guys, sorry for the late update. This week has been the most difficult, painful and sad week for me. I don't want to go into the details, i can only say that it's really a tough week for me and my family. And here's a note i want to say to my baby cousin:


Hey Emily,

How are you?? Today is the third day you left since Sunday. Are you doing fine up there in your land?? I don't know if i should say you're with Peter Pan or Buddha, i hope you're being happy and carefree. I hope you're not bullied, and well-taken care of. I miss you, alot. so do your parents and brother and us, your whole big family.

On the 14th October 2012, everyone awaits for your arrival. So do i, because our Chinese zodiac is Dragon. Your cries broke the silence in the delivery suite. Here you come. Everyone awaits to see your pretty face, there you are. Smooth curly hair, bright eyes, nice nose, rosy cheeks and pinkish lips.

I have yet help you change diapers, bring you to shopping and take care of you. The 1 year and 1 month plus of being with you made my feelings go deeper for you. But now you've left, i'm having a heartache and hard times trying to adjust the absence of you.

I miss the way you cry for milk. I miss the way you play with me, us. I miss the way you smile. I miss the way you liked to stuck out your tongue. I miss the way you play with your toys. I miss the way you roll over the bed. I miss the way you put your mushroom toy into your mouth like a pacifier. I miss everything you do. I miss every photos we took. The photos of us in my wallet will be a remainder of you. I miss you. I love you too.

Everyone cried when seeing you sent to the crematorium so do i. But now you're no longer with us...
I'll talk to you, through the stars. Whenever the stars blink, i know you're blinking at me. But i really can't control my tears whenever i think of you... I cried whenever i think of you. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU TOO.

xxx Love xxx

Your cousin, Eileen.



I'm sorry readers for the sentimental note for my cousin. And i'm sorry this ain't Chapter 10. I'm currently in no mood to blog. But i'll promise to update as soon as possible.

Song for my mood now:

When you're gone by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

 

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

 

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

 

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

 

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

 

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

 

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

 

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

 

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

 

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

 

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

 

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

First Poloroid With Emily

Emily's 1st Birthday Chalet

Younger version of me and Emily

 


~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 9

Heyyyyy guys!! It's been a long time since i blogged the previous chapter. Sorry about that. I've been busy currently. Still having a tough week... troubles and doubts and anger stuffs... yeah typical me...  ))':

Enough said. Here's Chapter 9 for you guys!! Thanks for reading and happy reading!! Thanks for all supports for all my blog posts!! ((:


Song suitable for this chapter: When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne.


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"OH  MY GOSH! JANE SHERLOCK, FOR GOD'S SAKE WOULD YOU MIND PICKING YOUR PHONE UP? YOU SCARE THE SHIT OUTTA ME AND MUMMY JULIE. SERIOUSLY, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?" She practically screamed, before she continued. "Oh and thank you Luky."

"Whoa chill. My phone just died on me. I'm sorry. Where's mom?"

"It was late, i told her i'll wait for you so she went to bed."

"Umm." Luke coughed, to get our attention.

"Yes?" We speak in union.

"It's getting late. I gotta go home. See ya."

"Goodnight." I said.

"Sweet dreams, sweetheart. Ring me at anytime you want."

I nodded, as i watched him fade away from the front door.

"So, you plan to tell me what happened?"

I nodded as the both of us went up the stairs to my bed and gaze at the night sky, before i started telling her the details.

I already knew her reaction so i didn't bother to stop her reaction.

"JERK!"

"Shh... my mom's asleep."

"So, what do you intend to do?"

"I don't know. I'm as confused. However, Luke agreed to be part of the revenge plan when school reopens, a fake boyfriend."

"Oh wow. That's... shocking yet pleasing to hear."

"Vivy, have you ever wonder that you could actually speak to the stars and moon?"

"Seriously, are you mad? How can you talk to the moon and stars?"

"Why not?"

"Are you trying to convey another message?"

"It's a fantasy to me. I don't know... urghh!! I was actually thinking about Luke when Danny tried kissing me."

"Oh my goshhh! So you're kinda hoping he'll save you?"

"Yeah..."

"Wow."

"And, the incident of Daddy. I shared my sorrow with moon and stars, hoping they could convey them to Daddy."

"Aww, come on. Don't get too sentimental on me."

"His anniversary is on Tuesday. I... don't tell my mom im going to the cemetery. She's trying to get over him. You know she don't go there."

"Oh c'mon, JJ since when did i tell your mom about going to the cemetery?"

Soon, we cuddled on the bed and fell asleep.



**** Tuesday ****


 ((Sorry guys, i wanna skip the details from Saturday to Monday because i thought that as soon as the school reopens, the real revenge starts.))


I made an effort to check my outfit: strapless floral bralet, studded shorts at the front pocket and white studded heel boots. I decided to let down my hair and wore simple day look make-up.

"Morning mom."

"Morning, honey."

"What's for breakfast?"

"Pancakes and strawberries."

"Sweet or sour."

"Bitter."

"Haha, funny mom. I'm getting late, i'll just have the strawberries."

"Where you going?"

"Umm, some items purchase mom."

"Ohh, what's the item?"

"Demi's new book." I lied.

"Ohh, do you have enough cash?"

"Yeah of course."

"Be careful."

"I will, bye mom."

"Bye, honey."


This is it. I never tell my mom about visiting my dad at the cemetery because when i once asked her to bring me there, she broke down into tears and ended up locking herself in her room. This is why i never brought up the topic to her.

Well, here i am Daddy.

I stared at the words craved...


Paul Wane Sherlock

A Faithful Husband
A Devoted Father
A Loyal Friend


"Hey Daddy, im here again. Your baby princess, always. How have you been? I just broke up with my boyfriend, Danny. I had a tough week. Im lost, confused, hurt and disappointed. He cheated on me. I didn't know what to do, but Vivy was there for me, so is Luke Galen. Luke, or Luky, he is a good guy, who has had secrets hiding in his deep and mesmerising eyes. I want to know him. But he felt like someone i already knew for ages. Daddy, he is really an amazing person. I wished you were still alive to see that he's a good guy. Daddy, if you're still alive would you be there for me when the break-up occurred? Would you cuddle me like young times on my bed and gaze at the stars with me? Would you be there to protect me and mommy? Or have you sent an angel to protect us? Or are you watching over us up in your la la land? Daddy, i wish you were still here. I miss you."

I sat in front of his tomb after placing those beautiful red carnations i bought and started crying and crying and crying.

"Sweetheart."

I looked up to find Luke staring at me with sorrow.

"Hush hush, sweetheart. Cry out loud. Don't keep it inside, it's terrible. Don't worry, im here."

He hugged me while rubbing my back up and down. I felt less terrible under his touch. I believed in Luke so i cried as loud as i want, knowing he won't judge, as much as i could, knowing he's here for me. I cried till my tears were dried.

"You done?"

"Yes, thank you." I smiled weakly, standing up with his help and dusted off the dirt on my shorts before i continued.

"How do you know im here? Did you follow me?"

"Well, sort of. I wanted to bring you somewhere, but Violet ringed me at the first moment i reached your doorsteps and told me that today's your father's anniversary and you're going alone. So i sort of followed you here. Im sorry if i didn't give you the privacy."

"You overheard everything?"

"Umm, only you said you missed your father then that's when i came over to you once you started to cry."

"Oh."

"So you ready, sweetheart?"
"Where're we going?"

"Part of your revenge plan. Got any ideas yet?"
"Erm, no."

"Well then i have got one. C'mon!"

We were on his car to somewhere before i received a text from Danny, again.

Danny:
Are you okay? I forgotten that it was your father's anniversary today. You need me?

Me:
Let me break your heart and see if you're still okay. Well, i didn't expect you to remember anyway. I needed you awhile ago but you prolly were busy cheating on me.

Danny:
I'm sorry. Really am.

Me:
I tried to cry myself to sleep. I really tried and i did. Don't say you're sorry, because im not even breaking. Maybe i did but you should have realise that it will hurt before you even consider to f**k that Chris f**king Devon bitch.

Danny:
Jane, c'mon we can fix this together. Gimme another chance.

Me:
Another chance of what? A chance for you to get into my pants again?

Danny:Don't you see nothing when you close your eyes? That's my life without you! <3

Me:
Seriously? Thank you for teaching me who not to trust. Thank you for showing me how people turn into the person they said they'd never be. Thank you for showing me people won't always tell the truth. Thank you for breaking my heart. Now, get the hell out of my life.

Danny:
Hey, babe i'm sorry. Let's rewind everything. I'll break up with Chris. I promise. Give me another chance please?

Me:
No no no. Don't talk to me anymore. You bring loads of bullshit and memories back. And you f**king almost brought back my god damn feelings for you that night at the alley. I hate the way you kiss me when you're thinking about that bitch. I hate the way you touch me when your hands are dirty from touching that slut. Seriously, i might have consider not to hate you that much when you confess everything to me. But you didn't. You cheated on me with her! For God's sake. Now f**k off!

Danny:
Mark my words, i'll come back for you. Wait for me.


This time i ignored that last text before i shoved it into my pocket and heaved a sigh. I guessed that caught his attention.

"What's wrong, sweetheart?"

"Im fine." Okay this is the second time i lied about my emotions, my feelings. Damn.

"Okay, if you are fine then let's get your ass in there then."

"A salon?"

"Yup, a salon."


"Hey sir and madam, made reservation?"

"Yeah, on Mrs Samantha."

"Your name please?"

"Luke Galen."

"Oh sure, personal cabin 6. I'll take you there."

"No but thanks, i know the way."

"Alright, tea or coffee?"

"Coffee with milk, make it one."

"You don't want some?"

"Im pretty sure im fine."

"Alright then, give me five while you wait in there. Mrs Sam is already in there. Have a good hair day."

He slightly nodded, before gesturing me to follow him.

"You come here all the time?"

"Nope, Samantha is my cousin."

"Oh. Wait by the way how do you know my preference?"

"Well you sure love Starbucks with lots of whipped cream, so i guessed that includes milky stuff."

"Oh, thank you."

"Well here we go."

"Wow."

Wow, the personal cabin is so classy.

"Hey Lu my boy! How have you been?"

"Im fine, same as usual."

He replied before hugging her.

"So who's this friend of yours?"

"Jane. Jane Sherlock."

"Oh isn't she your..."

He eyed Samantha before pulling her away and whispered something into her ears that caused her to gasped loudly. Seriously? What was that?!

"Well hi darling. Im Samantha. Nice to meet you." She chirped.

"Hi Samantha."

"Call me Sam." She smiled. "Take a seat, get down to business."

"So Lu, what do you want me to do?"

"Her hair, dye it red at the top, purple in the middle and blue at her curls."

"What!?" I totally screamed.

"Chillax, darling, im pretty sure those colour matches you. Don't worry i'll do a good job."

"Yeah, Sam's a professional hair stylist. What's with your tensed attitude?"

"You didn't discuss with me before this!"

"Oh my bad."

"Oh dear, Lu my bad ass cousin. Don't worry i'll help you deal with him." Sam finished her sentence before grabbing a stick and start smacking Luke's butt.

OMG. Yes that made me laughed continuously. Luke's face was priceless! Wow, Sam seems like she do this all the time. I have longed for family warmth. I only have my mom, no siblings nor cousins. I wished i have a sister like Sam.

"Well, done with all the punishment. Jane, may i?" She said, gestured to my hair, seemed pleased with her act on Luke.

I nodded lightly.

While waiting for the colours to be done, i received a text from Luke.

Luke:
F**k  that ass hole who hurt you. F**k that bitch who hurt you. F them for making you cry. F**k everything. Sweetheart, you can count on me. (:

Wow.

Is
He
Freaking
Seriously
?

Me:
Wow, thank you. That's so sweet of you, Luky  :P

Luke:
Seriously? Whatever, im going out for awhile. Be back in 30.

Me:
Okie. Bye.

As soon as he leave, Sam came over to me and gestured me to the sink to wash my hair.

"So i see you got my young boy whipped."

"Uhh no i think."

"C'mon, is so obvious that he's smitten over you now."

I just gave her a shy smile before she continued.

"Consider him, just at least give him time and see his performance." She pleaded.

"I will, i promise."


"Thank you so much Sam. I love it!"

"You're welcome. Remember our promise. You may go now, oh and it's on the house!"

"Really, thank you!"

"See ya soon!"

"Bye!"

I walked out, to only found Luke already in the car.

"Hey."

"Hi, i mean wow. Your hair is pretty nice."

"Of course, it's the master piece by the pro after all."

"So where did you go?'

"I went to buy you these."

"Wow, Godiva."

"Yup, strawberries coated in chocolate."

"Oh my, thank you so much. I love chocolates!"

"Well eat it then. We've more places to go."

"Where?"

"Shop for clothes for your new makeover."


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Yeah that's a long chapter for you guys!! Thank for reading.

P.S You guys do know that my blog you saw on phone is different on the computer. Well if you guys still don't know, then go check it out!!

BTW, I FELL IN LOVE...

WITH CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL.

Anyways, goodnight ((:



~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 8

Hey awesome readers!! Again with the sorry of not being able to update my blog regularly. My months of school holiday are nothing much special. Maybe im feeling anti-social now.

Check out my twitter: @ann0ying_e   OR   instagram: @annoying_e

I've a impossible wish. I want to figure someone out. She's always mysterious. Cool. Tall. My impression of her is she doesn't talk much. Well i kinda thought we would hit off well since we're of the same age. Well i guess people are always difficult to figure out. Maybe they have a story behind their actions. You know their name, not their story. So don't ever judge without getting your facts right.

Im really looking forward to my trip to Bangkok and really meet up soon with my 3 besties in December. Sorry to Jean & Dawn that i couldn't make it for the sleepover on Sunday due to personal reasons.

Ohh yeah wanted to share this funny yet ridiculous thing i've done on Monday 18/Nov. I spoilt a toilet. Yes, you guys read the correct sentence. I spoilt a toilet. Or rather to be specific, a cubicle in a toilet. Don't ask me how i did it because i don't know either. It's still under repair. Yeah im a wrecker ^^

☆ "I came in like a wrecking ball." ☆

Song for this chapter: What Do You Want From Me by Adam Lambert

Enough said, enjoy chapter 8!!

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It's been a long night and i'm getting ready to sleep for tomorrow's date with that egotistical badass when my phone beeped, a notification popped out on my screen.
 

Danny:
Can we talk tmr at 12? I cant wait till Mon.

12pm. A choice. Him or Luke.
 

Me:
You know what? Suck it. 9pm tmr.

Danny:
Okay ♥

Me:
Stop doing that! You ain my bf anymore.

Danny:
Sweet dreams <3

This time i ignored his text and slept.

*Next Morning*

Checking my outfit of the day again, ensuring that i do look casual.

I wore a black plain sleeveless top with the shoulders studded and a light blue shorts with peace signs all over it and accompanied with my black Vans.

Soon, i heard chattering downstairs and i immediately jogged down.

"Hey mom."

"Hey sweetie, how impolite of you to make your date wait."

"He's not my date."

"Hi."

"What are you doing here?"

"I can't wait any longer."

"I said suck it!" This time i flared. It was an excited morning till this bastard in front of me decided to make it worst. Piece of shit.

"Oh hey good afternoon Julie. Im here for Jane. Is she up yet?"

"Luke Galen? What're you doing here? Jane, you're going out with him?"

"Im supposed to ask that question. What are you doing over here?"

"Why can't i be here?"

This time, i butted in their conversation.

"You can't be in here, Danny. You know it. Now scram before i'll do something worse than that."

"Jane, we were fine before this. Tell me why. Was he in the picture so you broke up with me after using an excuse that i cheated on you?"

"Seriously? You thought that of me? I thought you were better than this. I saw you cheating, right in front of me. I guess im better off without you. So what if im with Luke right now? You did wrong and you have no rights to comment on who im with now!"

"I'll come back for you later. Pleasure meeting, Mrs Sherlock."

He walked off. Tears came rolling down my face. I couldn't bear to cry in front of my mom so i ran out. I ran as fast as i could.

I was crying. Out loud. With no restrictions.

Vroom. Vroom. Vroom. Vroom.

The irritating sound of a motorcycle could be heard from behind me.

"Jane!"

Who's calling me?

"Jane, slow down."

I stopped. Turning back to see Luke in his worried face.

"Why did you follow me up here?"

"We're supposed to have a date at 12pm. We've lost 30 minutes."

"I'm sorry. Can we go out another day?"

"No. You're supposed to keep your promise."

"I..."

"Come over here."

"What?"

"Come over here, sweetheart."

I walked towards him. Surprisingly, he hugged me. The familiar scent. The familiar warmth. A warmth that seems blissful yet sad. I hugged him back. He put one of his hands on my back and the other hugged my waist protectively. It's exactly the warm comfort im craving for after heartbreaks.
We stood there in each other's embrace for about 5 minutes before i pulled off.

"Thanks." I murmured.

"So are you ready for the thrill?"

"Ever ready."

"Hop on!"

I put on the helmet and hop onto his motorcycle.

"Ain't you afraid?"

"Nah, i've been on one when i was younger and i thought it was cool."

"Your dad's?"

"Yeah."

"Hold me tightly sweetheart. Enjoy your ride."

That sounded wrong.

I hugged him by the waist tightly, cheek pressing against his back and inhaled his scent. He smell like lavender. Or is it rose. His back is warm and i enjoy hugging him. At first when i hugged him back, i felt him tensed under my touch. Why is that so?

"Sweetheart, we've reached."

"Where are we?"

"A carnival."

"Oh my gosh! I've always love a carnival."

"C'mon. I've gotten tickets already."

"Oh my gosh!"

"What do you wanna play first?"

"The freaking awesome roller coaster duhh!"

"Let's go then."

After a few rounds of the roller coasters, Ferris wheel, merry-go-round and a few sticks of cotton candy, im still hungry.

"Luke, im still starving."

"What do you wanna eat now?"

"Im craving for cakes."

"Alrighty, there's this cake shop up there. Let's go grab some food."

"Here you go, sweetheart. Red velvet and blueberry cheesecake."

"You didn't get yourself some?"

"Nah."

"Here's reward for you for making me happy again."

I fed him with my folk with the red velvet. I don't know why i did that but it was just a natural move. I felt him tensing and hesitate if he should eat it or not. But he end up eating like a child.

"So what's up next?"

"Sweetheart, you wanna take some pictures? Isn't that what all girls do?"

"Of course!"

"Let's go then!"

The day at carnival ended pretty well. He sent me home after dinner.

"Thanks Luke. I really had fun today."

"Yeah me too."

"Can we do this often?"

Seriously did i just asked that?

"Sure, why not."

"Goodnight."

"Sweet dreams, sweetheart."

"I..."

"Jane."

I spun around seeing Danny walking up towards us.

"I told you we're over!"

"You said you'll give me time at 9."

"Fine." I shouted. "Luke, it's okay. I'll be fine. Violet will come later, don't worry."

"Okay. Ring me if anything happens."

He left, roaring his motorcycle.

"What do you want from me?"

"I wanna explain. It's not what you see."

"I believe my eyes."

"Are you still mad at me?"

"No."

"Are you sure?"

"I was never mad at you."

"What were you?"

"Hurt."

"Im sorry."

"I know."

"Baby, can we get back to where we're like in the past?"

"No."

"Why?"

"I don't know."

"I know you still love me, don't you?"

"I..."

Before i could response, his lips pressed hungrily onto mine. His rough lips and teeth sinking into my lips, urging me to open up and give him permission.

Was i gonna do that?

Was he still up to the plan of trying to get into my pants?

Was i still in love with him?

No.

Im not.

Heartbreak changes people.

It's funny how the tables turn.

I've learnt my lessons.

"I'll never fall in love, ever again."

I opened my eyes and pushed him off.

"F**king bastard."

"What?"

"I wish i never liked you. I wish i didn't spent all my time thinking about you. I wish i never get excited everytime you made me feel special. I wish i never believed every word you said. I wish i never got my expectations high up. I wish i never met you. I wish i never go out with you. Because in the end the one who got hurt was me, not you. I was wrong in you. Leave!"

"If that's what you want, i'll go." He said, sadly.

I leaned back on the cold hard wall, thinking back what i've said. And i cried, cried, cried and cried.

"Sweetheart."

The familiar voice...

"Are you alright?"

"Talk to me."

I didn't response. I kept on crying and crying.

I think he read my mind because he immediately came over and hugged me.

Tight hug.

Sweet embrace.

I didn't know how long we stood like that. But he said something.

"Are you feeling better now?"

"Not really."

"C'mon. I'll get you ice cream."

"I don't want."

"Starbucks with lots of whipped cream?"

"That's fattening."

"Now then you know uhh?"

"You really suck at comforting people."

"Im good at comforting people, but just not you."

"How did you find me?"

"I wasn't sure to let you and that bastard together alone so i followed."

"Oh."

"And Violet ringed me saying that she tried calling you but you didn't pick up."

"My phone died on me."

"Will you stop crying over him?" He said, cupping both my cheeks in his hand, bringing my face up to his.

Then, he wiped my tears away. And stopped suddenly. I realised that both of us are closing the gap in between us.

WE'RE ABOUT TO KISS...

When suddenly his phone rang.

Damn?!

"Hey. Yeah i found her. Yup we're on the way back." He hung up and held a hand to me, gesturing to help me get up on my feet.

"Let's go sweetheart. Don't keep Julie and Violet waiting."

He cleared his throat awkwardly and walked me back home, again.

"Thanks Luke. For everything you've done for me. Thank you."

"You're welcome sweetheart."

"Good night."

"Sweet dreams."

I was about to unlock the door when he called out to me again.

"Sweetheart?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm willing."

"What?"

"To be part of your revenge plan."

"Seriously?"

"Take it or leave it?"

"I'll take it. Thank you."

He smiled and walked away. Why do i sensed that that smile was so pathetic and sad or rather full of sorrow?

Wait was i feeling happy that he's gonna be my boyfriend ?

Take that score 1 to Jane and 0 to Danny.

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Thank you guys for reading. Slightly long chapter today for a make up to all of you that has been waiting for this a long long time. Like i said to my friend that i'll blog today, hope i didn't disappoint you, YR.
((: 

○Peace out○

~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 7

Hey readers ((: enjoyed Chapter 6?? Happy reading!! Just wanna blog about smthg i felt.

Wouldn't you feel lonely even though you're surrounded by your friends??
Wouldn't you feel sad and disappointed everytime people ditched you??
If you aren't understanding my fears it's okay. I felt fear. Fear of being alone. Fear of getting ditched. Fear of being lonely. Fear of facing every burden alone.

But who exactly, will be there for me?? Nobody. Getting ditched once is still okay, but consecutive few times, i'm scared. No more of being ditched. No more.

At home, alone is an option i have.
In school, alone is not an option, it's a must.
Fear of having everything then lose it.
I fear of trusting people so i end up building walls that will keep me away from everyone else.
Fear of crossing people's line and made them hate me again.

My only wish for 2014, is that i could start a new friendship with everyone else with my fresh new image. If only things in the past could be left where it's supposed to be.

A new friendship.
A new character.
A new way of talking.
A new way of understanding.

A new way to let you guys accept who i am.

◇  Complicated // Avril Lavigne  ◇

Enjoy   xP

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There wasn't any message from Danny anymore, except Luke.

Luke:
Just a 'kay'? :o

Jane:
. . .

Luke:
Have you slept?

Jane:
If i had, i wouldn't be texting you now :x

Luke:
Haha! So funny.

Jane:
Duh. So ridiculous >:(

Luke:
Chillax sweetheart. Can we play a game?

Jane:
What?

Luke:
10 questions.

Jane:
Kay.

Luke:
How many bf?

Jane:
1. How many gf?

Luke:
Ö 5. Virgin?

Jane:
Player == u know u know the answer :< Virgin?

Luke:
Im a badass but not player, kay!? Umm yeah. Fav food?

Jane:
OMG!! U're still a V?? Unbelievable :')) Chocolate luhhhhhhhhh. U ehh??

Luke:
Shut it please. I got a rep to protect. Ice cream. Wow we're perfect match. Chocolate- Ice cream. Fav colour?

Jane:
There's still chocolate cake xP Blue!!!!!!!!!!!!! You????????

Luke:
Blue too >< are u a gd girl?????

Jane:
U lying? Obvsly No... why did u turn ur back n walk away?????

Luke:
That's two qns too, sweetheart. Cos idk if i wanna help u. Where's ur dad?

Jane:
Wadeva. He's dead. Y u learn the cooking skills frm ur maid n not ur mom?????

Luke:
Ohh i didn't know. They're alws on business trips ö fancy a starbucks now??????

Jane:
Of course you didn't know. He is my dad not urs, dude. Yeshhhh more whipped cream please??

Luke:
What flavour??

Jane:
Surprise me  xD

Oh my goshh did i really sent that to him? ;_;

Luke:
Alrighty. Await for your charming prince in 15.

Jane:
Cocky much uhhh?

Luke:
10 qns alrd >< what's ur first imp of me? Like playground and beach as usual?

As usual? I read... what does he mean? How did he know i like the beach?

Jane:
First imp is that u r a jerk, player and egotistical badass. Yeah how do u know?

Luke:
You can't ask me qns anymore sweetheart. Open ur door.

I knew what he was talking about so i immediately rush down the stairs to open the door for him.

"Hey."

"Hi." I smiled.

"Good evening, Mrs Sherlock." He said while stepping into my house and gestered to my mom who just walked out of the kitchen.

"Hi Luke. What are you doing here?"

"Bought Starbucks and some oreo cheesecakes." He grinned.

"Oh welcome in. I'll put these cakes on a plate."

"Thank you Mrs Sherlock."

"Call me Julie, i'm sure you know my name."

He said nothing but walk away to the sofa with a smirk. He planted his butt on the sofa in front of the TV.

"You said 15 and it turns out 20."

"Sweetheart, i need to travel. Beside i bought you Starbucks with lots of whipped cream."

"Thanks. So what flavour?"

"Salted caramel mocha."

"Wow. That's my favourite."

"Yeah i know."

"Only cause i just told you."

He turned away and i felt him feeling uneasy. Why is he feeling this way?

"Umm it's getting late. I better get going."

"I'll walk you out."

"Goodbye Julie."

"Bye Luke. Drop by often." My mom chirped.

"See ya tomorrow."

"Where we going?"

"You'll see it yourself tomorrow."

"Whatever. Thanks for the treat."

"My pleasure."

"Good night."

"Sweet dreams, sweetheart. Dream of me, kay?"

"You wish."

"I'm wishing."

This time, i shot him a glare which earned a genuine laughter from him. He looks true this way. Not the cocky badass at school. Not the egotistical player at school. Nothing negative. If i met him earlier than Danny and if he wasn't such a badass or player, i might fall for him.

But it's too late...

Wait what the hell am i thinking?

I might fall for him.

Seriously did i just thought about that?

When i pulled myself back from my thoughts, he already left. Out of my sight.

Did i really spaced out so long?

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Well thanks readers for reading. Hope you guys liked it (:

She might fall for him?!?

If she knew him earlier than Danny!?!

If only...

~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 6

Hey readers. I'm back. Sorry for the long wait. Happy reading my blog ((: These days my headache is just getting worse. Oh and my memory these days keep containing about my childhood incidents and how i met some friends this year. 2013 is passing so quickly & everyone now is prolly make preparations for Winter. Cause everywhere i go, there are already Christmas deco around & even Starbucks are selling drinks about Christmas. I love Starbucks whipped cream    ((:   xP
Other countries which have 4 seasons are so lucky. Children can play with snow, teens could skate around or chill out, couples could make snow balls and tease each other and the old could take a stroll down the snowy walkway. ♡♡♡

Anyways, how ya' doing people?? Im always here, no hang out, no nothing but never mind because i can blog and i like doing nothing   xD

Heehee long intro paragraph... well let's get to the main point ><

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"Tell me!" Vivy exclaimed excitedly.

 

"What?" I retorted.

 

"You're going on a date with Luke Galen!"

 

"So? And Vivy, seriously can you lower down your volume? You're freaking screaming into my

ears." I urged her.

 

It was lunch break now. I sat on the usual bench with Violet, digging my teeth into the pepperoni pizza. It was last day of school before the start of Spring break hence the principal ordered everyone pizza. Hell yes it's delicious ((:

 

"It's just a date."

 

"With a hot guy."

 

"He's not. He's irritating."

 

"And irrestible."

 

"No he is not."

 

"Anyway, when do you wanna sleepover?"

 

"At my house alright? My mom misses you."

 

"Fine. When's your date?"

 

"Seriously? You're back to that topic?"

 

"Why not?"

 

"I don't know. I may not even plan to go."

 

"It was a deal and you can't back down."

 

"He made the deal, not me."

 

"You promised."

 

"C'mon Vivy, what are you doing now? Being the matchmaker uhh?"

 

"Just a date and see if he's your type."

 

"I don't ... never mind. I don't want to argue with you."

 

"Sent!"

 

"What?"

 

"I sent a message to Luke that you're going out with him tomorrow at 12pm. And the other one to my

mom saying that i'm staying at your house tomorrow night till Monday."

 

"What! How did you get his number? Why not two weeks?"

 

"That's for me to know and for you to find out. My cousin invited me to her fashion show in France.

I'm leaving on the Monday midnight."

 

"Ouhh..." i pouted my lips.

 

The lessons after lunch break ended pretty fast and i took some things from my dorm before heading home. However, before i left, i saw a drawing album with flowers decorated in colourful markers on the cover page lying on Luke's bed. Curiosity kills the cat but i did want to respect him so i turned my back towards it and went home.

 

"Mom! Mom! Mom! Mom! Mom! Mom!"

 

"Hey honey, i'm in the kitchen."

 

"Mom, i'm homed!"

 

"I know that. I could hear you before you even open the door."

 

"So mom, how ya' doing and whatcha doing?"

 

"I know you're coming back today so i'm making you your favourite macaroons, rice balls bear in curry and animal buns."

 

"Wow! Thank you mom!" I kissed her on her flawless face and continued, "i'm going for a run. Will

be back by 6."

 

"Be careful honey!"

 

"Alright!"

 

Soon i jogged up to my room and changed into my light blue sports bra and black yoga pants with my favourite neon blue Nike sports shoe with purple shoelaces. I grabbed my IPod shuffle and jogged out of my house.

 

Now playing: Let It Go by Demi Lovato

 

Have i mentioned  that Demi Lovato is my idol. After the breakup with Danny, i became more

obessed with Demi because her music helps alot in depression, breakup and i felt that her songs are somehow about me. Don't all lovatics think so?

 

" Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow blows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen

The wind is howling like the swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in
Heaven knows I try

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always ..."

 

"Ouch!"

 

I landed on my butt before a hand was tilted down to help me. I rejected that unknown person who came out of nowhere and stood up.

 

"What the hell? Could you at least watch where you are going?" I scolded, swatting away the dirt on my yoga pants.

 

"Sweetheart, getting too rough aren't we?"

 

Sweetheart? Heart is sweet?

 

"How do you..."

 

"How do i know that heart is sweet?"

 

"What the..."

 

That's when i came face to face with him.

Luke Galen. What the hell is he doing here?

 

"Why..."

 

"Why am i doing here?"

 

Did i think aloud again? What the.

 

"Cut the crap. What are you doing here?"

 

"I came to see my grandparents."

 

"And where are they staying?"

 

"Across your house, the yellow cottage."

 

"How do you know where i live?"

 

"That's not the main point, sweetheart."

 

"Then what's the main point?"

 

"Nothing. Can i walk you home?"

 

"Whatever suits you."

 

"I've reached, thank you. Fancy a drink inside?"

 

"Umm..."

 

"Yes or yes and no or no?"

 

"Okay."

 

"Wait here, i'll go and change. Mom! Mom!"

 

"Honey you're back just in time. The food's ready. Go... oh hi Luke."

 

"Mom you know him?"

 

Surprisingly i found that the colour of mom's and Luke's face have turned pale. What's seriously the problem? They seemed to know each other...

 

"Yes." mom chimed.
"No." Luke followed.

 

Something is going on. For sure. It is damn weird. I didn't want to probe so i made an excuse to go up to change.

 

When i reached the dining table, i found out that Luke was no longer there but the food were kinda half taken or eaten.

 

"Mom, where's Luke?"

 

"He said he is gonna visit his grandparents across so i gave him some treats to bring over."

 

"Oh." This was what i managed to say. Wait was i disappointed?

 

"Hey honey, what's wrong?"

 

"Mom, i've got something to tell you."

 

"Oh ya by the way where's Danny? Why ain't he back with you today?"

 

"We broke up, mom. He cheated on me."

 

"Oh my poor honey. Don't be sad. You know that good things fall apart to let better things fall

together right? He's just not the right man."

 

I don't feel like talking about it so i commented on the food.

 

After dinner, i went up to my room. Have i not said how big my room is? I had the whole second

floor to myself. I had a walk-in wardrobe, a bath tube and shower room, my ceiling was transparent because i love to lie on the bed to watch stars shine, a study table, a closet, a big long sea blue couch with many pillows, my floor are made up of those furry blue carpet, 2 DIY red ribboned tire with a blue polka dots pillow in it which is acted like a chair, a balcony that had a small spa in it and finally my bed. It is close to my couch and balcony.

 

It has purple bed sheets, purple blanket and there are 2 dark blue rectangle pillows and a sky blue square pillow. Oh and i've got dangling blue lights above and near the door of the balcony.

 

Pretty cool uhh? I didn't realised that my phone had died on me. I immediately brought it to aid and that's when i realised i've 8 unread messages. 7 from Danny and 1 from Unknown.

 

 

Danny:

I miss your kisses.

I miss your hugs.

I miss your voice.

I miss playing with your hair.

I miss hugging you from behind.

I miss putting my hands on your waist.

I miss you. ♥

 

 

Luke:

Dress casually tomorrow. By the way, nice macaroons :p

 

 

Reply to Danny:

We needa talk. Monday 11am. My house.

 

 

Reply to Luke:

Kay.

 

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Hey guys!! A long update as a payback for the long waiting ((: hope you guys liked it and enjoy  xD

 

Happy reading!!

 

Thanks for reading!!

 

((:  xD  xP 

 

 

 

~Twisparkle.

Revenge then Love - 5

Hey guys. Sorry for this real late update. Was really busy these days because i gotta make a trip up and down to somewhere (family matter). Sorry for keeping you guys wait for so long, didnt mean to. Hope you guys could understand (:
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Damn why is Chris Devon in the freaking same class as me? Music was my favourite class but does she really have to ruin it?

 

"Hey."

 

"Yeah?"

 

"You spaced out."

 

"Sorry Vivy."

 

"Seriously what's wrong? Jane tell me."

 

"Nothing."

 

"That bitch?"

 

"Yeah. Why is she in our class?"

 

"I don't know. Don't let it bother you. C'mon, physical education now."

 

"Okay."

 

"Oh gosh, wait!"

 

"Huh?"

 

"She's in almost every class as us!"

 

"What the hell?!" I squeaked, earning sone curious look from some students walking down the

hallway.

 

"Damn you alright?"

 

"Vivy, tell me how to be alright when she's gonna be with us for almost all lessons?"

 

"At least she's not in Art."

 

"Yeah that at least made me look forward to it. Damn she's too 'clingy'!"

 

"Hmm, hurry. Physic edu starting in 10 and we haven't get changed."

 

"Class gather!" Coach Peter shouted after he blew a whistle.

"Ladies, will do your own stretchings while gentlemen, you all will do your 6 laps around the school.

 

After that, we'll play basketball. Are my instructions clear?" He continued.

 

"Yes!" Everyone cheered loudly.

 

It wasn't too long until our warm up is over. In case i didn't made myself clear; Chris freaking Devon

and her two other 'lap dogs' and Luke, together with his gang is in this Phys. Edu lesson too. Such a great world. (Note my sacarsm)

 

"Well we will have girls VS girls first. Then the gentlemen's games then we'll have the winner team of the ladies VS the winner team of the lads. Clear?"

 

"Yes sir." Some murmured.

 

"First up, for the laddies, we'll have
Chris,
Flo,
Suzy,
Lacey,
Holly,
Rose
and Jessalyn as Team A.
Then Violet,
Jane,
Mary,
Linda,
April,
Cindy
and Marissa as Team B."

 

He continued," for the handsome dudes, we'll have Luke,
Aidan,
Darren,
Ryder,
Tim,
Nathan
and Lucas as Team C.
Lastly, Team D will have Xavier,
Phil (yes the guy who punched Luke that day),
Glen,
Joseph,
Uranus,
Alex
and James."

 

Now, talk about serious. Chris Devon and her team facing my team like a hungry lion which is ready to scratch us with their powerful claws till we disfisgured and strong eye contact that sent a message to mine: You're so going down, Jane Sherlock.

 

"Ready, round 1. *Beep!*"

 

Game's on, bitch.

 

"Ladies, may i conclude the scores for both team over the three friendly rounds. Team A is to Team

B: 5 is to 6. 2 is 10. 6 is to 6. Overall winner would be Team B."

 

"Whoo-ooh!" The guys cheered.

 

"Way to go, Sherlock." She walked away with a defeated look yet a cocky, jealous and evil smirk.

 

"Gentlemen, your games are up now."

 

Seconds had passed...

Minutes had passed...

And finally...

 

"Time's up!"

 

"Gentlemen, the results of Team C is to Team D are 6 is 5. 7 is 4. 5 is 6. So we'll have Team B VS

Team C. Now get your butts up here!"

 

Alright man, Luky you're so going down too. Wait, what?! Was i thinking about him? F**k this s...

 

"Hey sweetheart, thinking about me?"

 

Damn him...either he can read mind or am i thinking too loudly?

 

"How do you know that heart is sweet?"

 

"Or do you coincidentally known that heart is bitter?"

 

"Well maybe yours is bitter black."

 

"How do you know? I wasn't expecting that from you."

 

"I could sense, duh."

 

"Oh so you're saying our hearts linked together?"

 

Opps...

 

"I wasn't."

 

"Prove it."

 

Damn...

 

"I..."

 

"Well i hope you're having a great time. Do you guys wanna excuse yourself because the game's

starting soon."

 

"I don't mind." He grinned.

 

"I do."

 

"Touché."

 

"Cut your crap. Get to the game."

 

"How about we make a bet?"

 

"Huh?"

 

"If i win, go to a party with me. If i lose, go on a date with me."

 

"Aren't they the same?"

 

"It's a party and a date."

 

"Deal?"

 

"No."

 

"Then there's no way we're competing."

 

I turned around, seeing the whole 27 pairs of eyes staring at us with amusement.

 

"Fine."

 

The game lasted quite awhile. Guess what?

 

Team B won. Yay or nay? But...

 

A date in return...

 

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So you guys like it?? That Jane won but she had to go on a date with Luke. Great or bad?? Will go well or turns out bad?? Happy and thanks for reading ((:

 

 

~Twisparkle.